Happiness is innate in the so called human being. Happiness is not something new to be acquired, if it was, then there is a good chance that you might loose it again. Happiness is this very ‘fact’ of your own being right here and now. This loving to be which is in every living thing is an uncaused joy, and the very nature of life itself in which there is no death whatsoever. Death is something we have invented, and life as it is given – “as it is”, in nature or the natural state, does not know death as it lives on itself and is thus ever increasing.
This natural happiness of conscious being is the only happiness worth the name. Nothing can be added to this everlasting life essence, and nothing can be taken away from it. Happiness that has a cause is in fact utter misery. You are always and ever happy or blissful but you don’t know it, or are somehow forgetful of ‘your glassy essence’, as Shakespeare puts it in his play – ignorant of what he is most assured – his glassy essence – his transparency, namely this awake, aware emptiness at the very core of your being. The Great Perfection of Dzogchen in Buddhism is, ‘non conceptual awareness’. This self-existing, self-shining, ever fresh and new presence of non conceptual awareness is what you always and ever are, however you are somehow ignoring it or taking it for granted, so to speak.
This happiness that you already are is not in your family, in your friends, in your job, in your country, in your wealth and fame, not in your religion, or in anything else for that matter. This happiness is in your own Self, in your own heart essence, in the very core of your being, but because you have been blinded by illusion, or what we call Maya or appearance, you have seemingly lost hold of your Self or pure being and are hence looking for happiness outwardly in persons, things, and objects. Samsara(the world of objects) is sorrow. Men want absolute and permanent happiness. This does not lie in objects but in the Absolute. It is Peace free from objects. It is a neutral state.
Happiness is your true nature when you come back to yourself as this presence awareness. Self-realization is Bliss. Bliss is not something to be acquired. You are always Bliss…….get rid of your ignorance which makes you think that you are other than Bliss. Happiness is inherent and not due to external causes. One must realize Oneself in order to open the store of unalloyed happiness.
What is it that is seemingly preventing us from realizing this innate happiness that is already present within us? Isn’t the culprit time which we have invented for practical purposes? Time is just a mental concept, purely and simply. Is there any time apart from thinking that there is? What time is there if you don’t think about it, and what is wrong with right now unless you think about it? There is nothing at all lacking in this awake, aware no thing that is this presence of awareness. There is nothing wrong any more. There is nothing good or bad, but thinking makes it so.
This awareness that you are is fresh and new every instant, time has no effect on it. If you see everything as fresh and new, ‘as it is’, in the spontaneity of the moment, then that is what needs to happen. In this presence is the fullness of life, total. whole and complete, undivided; so what is it that seems to be obscuring this life essence? Isn’t it “me”, the so called separate entity that I am presently taking myself to be? If this ‘me’ is fully investigated it is found to be a non existent phantom, like the horns on a hare, or like the water in a mirage. No “me”, no problem, it is as simple as that when you really take the time to look into it.
Once the me is directly seen to be false on investigation, even then life continues on just like it did before and problems will continue to arise just as they did before, however they loose the sting that they had prior to seeing this, and they resolve themselves much easier and simpler than was previously the case. Whenever a problem arises one then spontaneously pauses and there is a looking to see who it is that has the problem? Isn’t the answer that it is “me”, So and So who has the problem? One then notices that there is no me there at zero degrees from where you actually are, to have any problem. The so called problem then resolves itself spontaneously in due course, but not in the way that the person or entity wanted it to be resolved.
There is then no way that the psychological suffering and problems can remain there, they must and will fall away quite spontaneously and effortlessly, when they are looked at in the clear and obvious light of this impersonal awareness that they are appearing in and on. Psychological suffering is conceptual and not real or actual, when you have the courage to stop or pause your chattering time-bound mind, pause the thinking process for just an instant and have a real good look and SEE for yourself – no one else is going to see this for you – that there is no ‘me’ there at all, that this is supposed to be happening to. Who did suffering and problems ever happen to? Well quite obviously they happened to me. This unexamined “me” or ‘person’ implies separation or duality – me and other than me. Is there any separation or division – me and not me in space? Can something come from nothing – THIS aware no thing that awareness ever is? The suffering is caused by the conceptual stories you are telling yourself in your head, in your time-bound mind – poor me, etc, etc! These are all just mental concepts that you are telling yourself. If you look for your so called mind you can’t find anything there at all that you could call mind apart from this ever-present, naked, unadorned, non conceptual awareness.
Is there any such thing as mind apart from the thinking process, and thinking at the subtle level is simply a vibration or movement of energy. Do you think that energy can think? It can’t, it is simply pure energy – Omnipotence – all power – all energy, limitless abstract intelligence or capacity or what we might call Noumenon. There is no thinker of a thought. Thinking, like seeing, hearing, tasting and touching is happening spontaneously and is undivided, whole and complete just as it is. The thought ‘I think’ cannot think, it is simply a translation or a vibration of energy taking place in awareness. The thought ‘I hear’ cannot hear, hearing is happening spontaneously before the thought ‘I hear’ even arises.
Thinking does not and cannot divide anything. Thinking does not divide space. This ever present space-like awareness is what everything is taking place in, and nothing has ever touched it or affected it in any way. Nothing could happen apart from this Base of awareness-emptiness. Awareness is no thing to the mind. When you reverse the arrow of your attention and look steadily within you see, suddenly and easily and to perfection that you are Empty, Formless, Void – an aware nothing or no thing that contains everything in a perfect unity free of any and all separation.
When thought is paused or stops briefly by itself, you haven’t disappeared or ceased to exist, you are still present and aware. There is no mind at all when you look for it or try to find it. When thinking stops there is just pure mind or awareness. When you pause a thought just briefly, there in that pause you are immediately beyond the mind, it is as simple and easy as that. So called religious people, monks and those who practise meditation spend years and years trying to go beyond the mind, and yet you are already beyond the mind as soon as you full stop with the thinking and endlessly trying to work things out in the mind; when you simply pause a thought, right there and then you are beyond the mind.
You are always and ever beyond the mind. Don’t you say my mind, my coat, my car, etc. Are you the mind, the coat or the car? Of course not! Who is the owner of the coat, the car, and the mind, isn’t it you the pure, ever-fresh, ever-new, impersonal awareness? See for yourself, investigate for yourself and realize the illusory nature of this apparent separate entity – ‘me’, So and So. See for yourself, no one else can see this for you, and that is the very ‘fact’ that the person is not the Real or the actual, the unchanging essence. You are the sole authority there where you are at zero degrees from where you are seeing. See just where you are seeing from – the actual seeing is taking place from boundless clarity and emptiness – there is not even a speck of dust there in this boundless Space and clarity where your are truly ‘seeing’ from. Don’t take my word for it, see for yourself, you are the authority there where you truly and ever are.
The so called person or persona is a mask seemingly covering and obscuring your deathless essence. Also this sentience or consciousness that has seemingly come out of nothing, is really something new to us in a way, is it not? Even though the so called person may be 50, 80, or even 100 years old, what shape, form or color was that person prior to its conception in the mother’s womb; and how long was it in this nothing before it suddenly appeared as a fully formed infant? Also what shape, form or memory will be retained by the ‘person’ when the body breaks down in the natural aging process, and the basic elements that constitute the body are returned to nature through the cremation or burial of the worn out body at what we commonly call death?
There will be nothing left at all, which is actually the case right now, even though one may ‘appear’ to be a person, so many years of age, fair, dark, tall or short etc. Can something come from nothing? No it can’t, even if it appears to be something, it is still nothing. Form is nothing but emptiness, and emptiness is nothing but form. Everything is resolved in this unborn awareness emptiness. Awareness is nothing or no thing, an empty cognizance or naked ‘knowing’, it is not an object or any ‘thing’ at all, yet you cannot negate it. You are not unaware, but what that awareness is, you as the entity don’t know, and will never know, you cannot grasp THIS with a concept. The result of all of your arguments, as Nisargadatta Maharaj clearly pointed out to me - “is that you have tried to grasp this with a concept, and you have failed, and you are bound to fail!”
This ever-present unqualified immediacy of awareness is no thing to the mind, and the mind does not want to know about no thing – it does not want to be nothing you see, as there is nothing that the mind can do with it. The mind is time and THIS ever present awareness is timeless, birth less, deathless, body less, mindless, and space less. What more do you want, what more can you want? Can you ever stop wanting? Full stop! right here and now! Where does that leave you? It leaves you here and now present and aware as you have always and ever been. See this for yourself and relax back into this uncontrived singularity, simply be as you are in the natural state.
This that is being pointed to is perfect, whole, and complete and nothing can or need be added to it or taken away from it. Isn’t there a naked knowing there with you right now? This knowing which implies intelligence is an endless movement without beginning or ending which is taking place presently. It is not what was known or what will be known, it is this activity of knowing that is happening presently – Omnipresence or all presence, as it is timeless – beginning now it is also ending now, and as it is ending it is beginning again, so it is unceasing, a throb or vibration(which in Kashmir Shaivism(a non dual teaching) is called spanda or divine vibration) somewhat of a movement, changeless, ever-fresh and new. This you will never grasp with your mind or with a concept.
So, quite obviously you will never find any answer in the mind which is time. There is only one way out of the mind, and that is to stop looking there. You have worked a lot of things out in the mind but you have never worked this out – this mystery of your own being. How did you come to be, this apparent ‘person’ that you appear to be? No thing(awareness) ever happened. You have simply been duped by illusion or what we call Maya in Advaita Vedanta – the truth or very actuality of non duality.
Of course Reality or what we call THAT, for the want of a better word, in the great word or statement of Hinduism – ‘I am That’, is neither dual nor non dual as no words or concepts apply to THAT, or can encompass it. THIS is a non experiencing state, there are no experiences good or bad in this – just this – pure experiencing – knowing – being – living – nothing else – not two – non dual – nothing other than THIS. Got it? Who? There is no one to get it, you are THAT! When you full stop looking in the mind, when you pause a thought, or give up, even temporarily this compulsive indulgence in endless thinking, this conceptual binge that one seems to be obsessively engaging in through habit energy; where does that leave you? Doesn’t it leave you present and aware as you have always and ever been?
Begin to notice this awareness instead of ignoring it and indulging in mental concepts, be warm towards this awareness and it will reveal itself to you and give you all the answers you will ever need, better answers than any jumped up guru will ever have. No one ever lived or died, nothing ever happened, reality is that which never changes. Would this be acceptable? Who to? This is not a matter of acceptance or rejection, this is a matter of “what is” – unaltered, unmodified, uncorrected. This is it – ah THIS.Read More »
Can you cut space, can you divide it up into higher and lower, can you screw it up, scrunch it up, wet it, dry it, blow it up, or affect it in any basic way? Of course not, space is not a thing or an object that could be destroyed or perish, whereas the discreet things and objects that are appearing in the space are constantly and consistently changing, appearing and disappearing, including the so called persons. Space has no limits, centre, or circumference and there is nothing that could exist outside of space. If so, then what would it be in? Wouldn’t it be in space?
Things perish, they are totally illusory and impermanent; not so the space they are appearing in. The contents of space are constantly changing, however the space itself is the only constant and remains unchanged and unaffected. If you happen to be sitting in a room at present, how did the space get inside that room? Inside or outside there is no distinction, it is space only. See this, know and acknowledge this space of knowing, this naked space of all-knowing awareness that you always and ever are.
Space as we generally conceive of it is dead and insentient, nothing at all, just an empty void or nothingness; however this awareness that is ever-present is more subtle than the space, it contains the insentient space, hence it is pointed to as space-like awareness, or naked non conceptual knowing. Are you unaware right now? Well obviously and self-evidently you would have to answer – No, I am not unaware! So if you are not unaware, then you must be aware.
An awake, aware, nothing or no thing – an aware emptiness or a cognizing emptiness, this is what you truly and ever are. This essence that you ever are is body less, mindless, birth less, deathless, timeless and space less. This can be demonstrated by a simple experiment. Going by ‘present evidence’ here and now with eyes closed, and without resorting to any thinking whatsoever, notice whether you are confined in any type of box, or cage of concepts. Do you, on present evidence with eyes closed, have any boundaries, size, shape, form or color, or are you in fact limitless and without any boundaries, not confined or imprisoned in anything at all, at large, unlimited, and yet, you are still aware or knowing?
Notice that various sounds, sensations, itches, thoughts and impressions are ceaselessly arising and endlessly flowing in this boundless, aware, no thing that you always and ever are. This limitless capacity or no thing that you already are, is an awake, aware, no thing, it is not a total vacuum or a dead void. You are certainly not unaware, you ‘know’ that you are. You cannot negate your being-awareness, and ‘you’ as the so called person or entity are not choosing to be aware, you are obviously not making any effort to be aware.
This awareness that you are is choice less, effortless awareness – This ever-present, unqualified, immediacy is utter silence and stillness there at the very core of your being, out of which the sounds and movements spontaneously emanate without cause or stint. Awareness is not personal, it is not your awareness or my awareness. The person is not the real. See THIS for heaven’s sake! Awareness is self-existing, self-shining, ever-fresh, ever-new, spontaneous and unceasing, therefore it has no duration, no time, no volume – THIS is it – just THIS, nothing else, nothing other than this quite ordinary everyday awareness, nothing special, and most importantly, nothing sacred – only THAT non dual essence of naked awareness.
This is why nothing ever happened. Awareness, or no thing ever happened, how could it, as that would imply ‘time’, and this very immediacy of awareness is timeless and never begins or ends. Reality cannot change, if it is reality or non duality. The world was never created in the first place, as all there ever is, is this ever-present unborn awareness. That is what we point to in Advaita, or the very actuality of non duality, when we say that the phenomenal world is Maya, meaning total illusion or appearance only. Can something come from nothing? No, of course not, so whatever ‘appears’ to be there is still nothing – no thing – everything including the appearance and whatever appears to happen in it, is unborn.
There is no static point, no fixed point anywhere in space, so there is no time, duration, or volume whatsoever in this space-like awareness or naked knowing. There is no path, no destination that you have to reach in this ever-present basic space of awareness. Is there a path in space? If so, then it is an imaginary path at best. There is no path in space – THIS actuality of space-like awareness is a pathless land so to speak, and there ‘is’ no path in this. See, directly for yourself. that there is no path to truth or reality – THIS is it, ever-present, Omnipresent.
This therefore being the undeniable ‘fact’ of your own ever present being, why do you continue to believe that you are on some type of spiritual path? Isn’t this type of belief, or any belief for that matter, an illusion and a form of self-deception? Paths lead away from truth or actuality, they lead to unreality or illusion. See that there is no path to truth, and that it is not by going that you will reach this unbecome, unmade, uncontrived, immutable, deathless essence. Whatever direction you go in, in the mind – up, down, north, south, east, or west, will always be in the mind, which is acquired after the age of 2 years, and which is time.
You must see that you cannot get to the timeless – THIS ever-present unqualified immediacy of timeless unborn awareness, from time – “me”, Mr or Mrs So and So. You cannot get to non duality – Reality, Noumenon, or “what is”, from duality, “me” and the so called other. Relationship is dualism, and there is no relationship in non duality, or what we call THAT, for the want of a better word. All of your problems then are problems of relationship – relative to – relative to what? – to this dead image, So and So, that I am constantly referring everything back to. And this so called ‘person’ that I ‘think’ I am, and that I am taking myself to be, is a total fiction, a phantom, and the child of a barren woman so to speak. So I am referring everything back to this dead image that I have acquired about myself – all the events and experiences that have happened to me after the age of 2 years old, have been added to that original ‘I’ thought that occurs when the reasoning capacity arises in the very young child around 2 to 3 years old. Prior to that so called happening of the reasoning mind coming over the small child, engendered by the parents, teachers and society, and the learning of the language picked up from the parents and others, the small child is living quite effortlessly and spontaneously from the natural state.
Once the ‘I’ thought arises in the child, then there is other than I. This sense of separation is then reinforced day in and day out until this I or me takes on a solidity or substantially that it doesn’t really have. It seems to materialize into this rather solid ego or self-center called “me”, So and So. No wonder then that there is psychological suffering in abundance, once this imagined entity “me” is taken to be real and actual and what I truly am. There is then the effort to make this “me” whole and complete again, to improve it, add to it, heal it, alter it, modify it, correct it, sublimate it, kill it, or sweep it under the carpet. All of these efforts will lead to failure, and there is no need to do any of this, once it is seen that this so called ego is a fiction, it never existed in the first place and is utterly false. There is then no need to get rid of it, kill it or improve it, if is seen through and known to be just a concept, and nothing more than a concept useful for practical purposes only. How are you going to ‘become’ whole again, when you were never separate in the first place?
When this so called person or persona – “me”, is fully looked into it is found to be non existent, a phantom really, without any substance or independent nature of its own apart from this ever-present immediacy of naked awareness. So in point of fact, you have been in bondage to a phantom, this imagined separate entity So and So. When this is truly seen, you might even burst out laughing at the absurdity of this Maya or illusion, this fantastic display that seems so convincing, and that is always appearing in this glassy essence or natural state. In the great statement(mahavakya) or word of Hinduism – I am THAT! The THAT that is being pointed to is the non dual Absolute. Absolute means Absolute – nothing other, only THAT, not two, now or at any other imaginary time.
Time does not exist, there is no such thing as time. Time is only a mental concept, and a concept is a construct, something that is made up or invented for practical purposes. This is the very crux of what we are driving at here, grasp this actuality and half the battle is won. Miss this point, and you will continue on forever, wishing and hoping that at some future time the penny is going to drop and everything will become(becoming implies time) clear to you and you will be enlightened. Hope and fear are both the result, the outcome if you will, of the false belief in time.
There is no you there who could be enlightened, and there is no future time that it could happen in. THIS is it right here and now – I am, and what’s wrong with right now unless you think about it? There is nothing at all wrong with this aware timeless presence right here and now. The more you talk and think about it the further astray you wander from the truth. Stop talking and thinking and there is nothing that you will not be able to understand. Full stop, right here and now! Stop thinking, pause a thought briefly – you are still aware there in that pause, you have not disappeared without a thought. Notice the subtlety and significance of this fact.
That’s it, it is as simple as THAT. There is nothing simpler than One, or what we call for the want of a better word ‘THAT’, and it is not even One, as no label or concept will ever fit THIS immediacy that is ever-present. THIS is timeless essence beyond being or non-being, so don’t waste time in doubts and arguments that have nothing to do with THIS. One thing, all things move among and intermingle without distinction. To live in this realization is to be without anxiety about non perfection. To live in this faith is the road to non duality, because the non dual is one with the trusting mind.
So trust in THIS and not your own efforts, see that everything is happening spontaneously and that you are not the doer of your actions, and that in fact, you have never done a single thing in your entire life, and that it is this immediacy of naked awareness that is allowing everything to seemingly happen. In reality nothing ever happened. THIS immediacy is the unmoved mover, the changeless essence at the very core or heart of your being, and you are THAT, and not what you only ‘appear’ to be as that limited human being who appears in your mirror every morning.
The so called person or ‘persona”, “me”, So and So is a mask, and it is veiling your bright, shiny, charming original ‘face’ which is Space; the face you had before your parents were born is this space right there where your alleged human face is assumed to be. Notice that there where you are actually seeing from, where the seeing is truly happening or taking place from, that the very first thing that you are seeing is space, boundless empty space with objects a little further out appearing in this space. You are in fact looking out of a single, boundless, edgeless eye so to speak, and not out of ‘two’ little peepholes in a type of meatball that we call a head. In fact there where the seeing is happening there is no head or neck or physical eyes whatsoever, but only this basis space of knowing or awareness. In point of fact you have no head, you have never had any head there at all in that actual SPACE of knowing where you truly and ever are.
Has any of this ever occurred to you? When this is noticed or pointed out for the very first time, which is now and ever now, although ‘now’ implies time and THIS that you are is timeless. When that naked nothingness or aware no thing is seen into, and one directly sees that there, at zero degrees from where I am actually seeing, and where I truly am, there is in fact no head to speak of, and so I have had that troublesome top knot severed from my shoulders so to speak, and am now headless, utterly free and limitless as this basic space of phenomena – this space-like awareness.
When that is seen, and you can’t help but see this when it is pointed out, one might then exclaim – “Oh, that’s interesting, I now see that I have no head there in this space where I truly am and where I am actually seeing from.” Interesting!??? For Christ sake, if you had really and truly seen this that is presently being pointed to, it would have been really and truly life changing. However, the old familiar habits seem to reassert themselves automatically unless this original authentic seeing or insight is persisted in.
It is quite easy to see THIS now that it has been pointed out and brought to the very forefront of awareness, instead of being fully ignored, which is generally the case. One’s wake fullness or awareness is generally very, very, tenuous at best, and only present to the degree that the status quo or social convention dictates. One is hardly ever aware in that sense, and is usually away with the pixies in the dead past or the imagined future, caught up in the time-bound mind of acquired memory and mental concepts, lost in thought.
The real test of this seeing-knowing is to go on seeing THIS no thing – two way looking – seeing in and out simultaneously at all times in your daily life and at any time you need to – THIS is always available, timelessly Omnipresent. To continue seeing THIS at all so called times, and to live and function effortlessly and fully from this ‘glassy essence’, this emptiness-fullness at the very core of your being. That is what needs to be persisted in until you do not even have to remind yourself that – I am THAT, non dual Absolute and not what I appear to be as that perishable human being or reflection that appears in my mirror every morning, but rather I see and know directly that I am on this side of the mirror, and that I am the mirror-like, self-shining awareness that contains the mirror and every other apparent thing as well.
The reflections in fact are nothing but the mirror itself, and are not separate or apart from the mirror. The mirror is not concerned in the least with any of the reflections that are appearing in it. The reflections that are appearing in the mirror have no reality of their own and are basically nothing but the mirror surface itself. The reflections still appear in the mirror but the mirror is untouched, uncontaminated, utterly unaffected by any of the reflections that are appearing in it. Nothing ever happened to the mirror just as the television screen is not changed or affected by any of the scenes of war, famine, flood, love, hate and destruction that are projected or portrayed on the screen.
The mirror or screen analogy is limited in the sense that the mirror needs something outside of it which it can reflect, however this ever-present unborn awareness-consciousness has nothing outside or inside of it. This cognizing emptiness – Rigpa(in Dzogchen) – emptiness suffused with awareness, is the Base or foundation of every ‘apparent’ thing. Form is emptiness and emptiness is form. There is only THAT non dual Absolute, not two, now or ever, no duality in non duality. THIS is the very home so to speak of non duality and you are THAT, you can’t possible be anything separate or apart from THAT. The word non duality is only a label, it is not the actuality of “what is”. The word awareness is not the actual awareness itself. These are just concepts or pointers to THAT essence that you are.
The word can never be the thing that it re-presents. The word ‘fire’ will not burn your mouth. You cannot cook with the word ‘fire’. See that the so called word is never the thing and yet words are useful for labeling things and for pointing to this ineffable, inexpressible, immediacy that is your true nature or natural state. Does nature have an ego, any static or fixed reference point? Is nature ever born at any time, or is it timeless, spontaneous, and ever-present, utterly unborn, unceasing and natural, as in nature?
Take your instructions from nature then, just as it is. Leave everything as it is, unaltered, unmodified, uncorrected without preference, partiality, or comparison. See directly for yourself that there is no one there, no separate entity there as such, who could change, alter, modify, or correct anything, and let everything ‘be’, “as it is”, in this natural state. See for yourself that you as you appear as that entity So and So, the aging, changing image that appears in your mirror each morning is the child of a barren woman, an utter fiction, an illusion.
You are not what you take yourself to be. You are not the body or the mind, you are the awareness that the body and the mind are appearing in. The body and the mind are ‘appearing’ in awareness, not the other way round. See that this awareness that you truly and ever are is totally independent of any body or mind. Can the body and the mind function independently from awareness? A dead body has eyes, ears, a brain, hands and legs etc, however without the aware essence or presence the body is an empty shell, a corpse.
There can be awareness without consciousness as in deep sleep, trance, etc, but there cannot be consciousness without awareness, therefore see that awareness-emptiness is the very base and foundation of every apparent thing, it is prior to consciousness and ever-existent, and you are THAT non dual awareness, you can’t possibly be anything apart from THAT aware no thing. You are the total opposite of what you ‘appear’ to be as that limited time-bound human being. Don’t take any body’s word for this, LOOK and see for yourself – you are the authority there where you truly are at zero degrees from yourself.
No one else is there at zero degrees from where you are who can tell you who and what you ever are, simply because you yourself are the only one there where the actual seeing is taking place from. There where you are you are not seeing through someone elses’ eyes but rather you are seeing through this single, boundless, edgeless, eye or window, however there is no glass at all in this so called window. There where you are seeing from, there is boundless clarity and emptiness and there is not even a speck of dust in this limitless space where you are and where you are seeing from. There are objects further out, however notice for the first time in your life, fresh and new, that the very first thing that you are seeing is SPACE.
Turn your attention around 180 degrees and directly SEE the infinitely empty space there where your human head was assumed to be. What a total shock and infinitely pleasant recognition – re-cognition that there you yourself are the First Person, Present tense, Singular – I am THAT I am! You are the very first and original Person – I am THAT! The Mahavakya or great word of Hinduism – I am existing infinitely and eternally, One without a second, as it is pointed out in Advaita Vedanta. I am the only One that ever was or is – there ‘are’ no others now or ever – no duality in this deathless essence. My god, there never has been and there never will be anything apart from THAT non dual Absolute, and – I am THAT!
This is then what is meant by ignorance, Maya, or illusion, and that is, that all this time; (and I should not be even using that word ‘time’, because time is only imagination, a mental concept or construct) I’ve simply been duped by illusion. Reality – unborn, spontaneous, ever-fresh presence awareness has never changed or altered in any way – THIS is it, and I am THAT. This ‘apparent’ triad – the individual soul, the world, and God never existed in the first place, they are illusory appearances like silver in the mother of pearl. Simply see THIS and be this naked non conceptual awareness – this immediacy that you cannot negate.
Nothing ever happened – it only ‘appeared’ to – reality is “as it is”. Leave it like that and start from the ‘fact’ that you already are THAT, then whatever thoughts and concepts that arise or come up to try to tell you that you are not THAT, just scrape them away and see them for what they are – empty thoughts and concepts without any substance or independent nature of their own apart from this ever-present naked awareness.Read More »
The ultimate medicine is the medicine that cures once and for all, the disease of becoming. If you are always caught up in becoming, which is time, then you are in constant conflict and turmoil. With the unexamined fixed reference point “me”, So and So, there is conflict that goes along with it as the constant companion. Conflict is disease, and you are not at ease if you are in conflict. Becoming is not being, for it implies time or duration, a transformation from one assumed state to another at some future time. Is there time without the thinking process? If I am not thinking about it; that is recalling the past or anticipating the imagined future, is there such a thing as time at all? The answer is no, there is no time at all if I am not thinking about it; yet it can be noticed that in that brief gap when thinking is paused or ceases by itself so to speak, I still am! This naked non conceptual awareness or pure beingness is free and independent of any and all becoming whatsoever.
This is what needs to be seen and known by no one, this awake, aware no thing, that every ‘apparent’ thing always and already is. This is the bottom line, the base of any and every apparent thing – this very ‘fact’ of your own being here and now, Omnipresent! Not being this or that, but simply being itself, ‘as it is’. There is no becoming whatsoever in being – you are, infinitely and eternally, that is, this pure being that you already are is timeless and ever-present. Begin right now to have an affectionate awareness of being, a genuine warmth towards this awareness that is being or presence, and forget about becoming all together. This is the complete opposite of what you have been taught by your parents, schools, and society in general.
What you are is the complete opposite of what you have been told that you are. You are not the limited personality, person or persona(mask) that you have acquired and accumulated since early childhood, engendered by your parents, teachers, and society. Question all this, look into it for yourself and discard all this false knowledge and learned ignorance that has been fostered upon you and accumulated since early childhood. A big ask you may well say, but actually this is not difficult in the least. Ask yourself, do I have a memory if I don’t think about it? The answer is no, there is no conditioning and no memory whatsoever if I don’t think about it. Even in deep sleep when no thinking is going on you are still aware or existing because on awakening you say – Oh, I had a good sleep. There is an awareness, a knowing that sleeping was happening.
Question authority, think for yourself, dig deep and discover for yourself the very base and foundation of all phenomena. What is the foundation of every apparent life or so called person? Isn’t it ‘I am’ without any words, labels, thoughts or concepts? You are present and aware whether there is thinking and talking taking place, or whether there is silence prevailing without any mental chatter or conceptualizing going on. Begin to notice this non conceptual awareness which is at the very core of your being, and which is silent, still, and changeless by its very nature. This natural state of naked non conceptual awareness is very ordinary and does not need to be attained or acquired by anyone.
Ordinary everyday awareness is the great enlightenment that everyone is seeking, however they are looking for it in the wrong direction – outwardly and in the mind which is time, and the acquired mind being time is only a mental concept. The mind is only a concept, and there is no mind at all when you investigate it or try to locate it, all you find and all there ever is, is this ever-fresh presence awareness, and THAT is certainly not a concept but a Reality that you cannot negate, and that you cannot grasp with any mental concept, word, or idea. Reverse the arrow of your attention one hundred and eighty degrees, and instead LOOK inwardly for a moment and you will directly SEE that this space of naked awareness that you are truly seeing out of is boundless without any edges, center or circumference whatsoever, and that this awake, aware, no thing, this awareness-emptiness that is your true nature has no dimensions, shape, form, or color and no inner or outer to it at all; it is simply pure being and “as it is”. You cannot negate this being that you already are, and you cannot grasp it with any word, thought, or concept. THIS that is being pointed to cannot be known as any object, person or thing, yet you cannot negate this being. This ever-present unqualified immediacy of awareness-emptiness is what you truly and ever are – “Your glassy essence” as Shakespeare has referred to in his play Measure for Measure.
“Nothing is good or bad but thinking makes it so”. Therefore cease trying to work this out in your acquired time-bound mind and relax back into this uncontrived singularity or natural state. Rest and abide as this consciousness-awareness. You have tried to work this out in your mind for years and years – doing this or that particular spiritual practice, going on endless spiritual retreats, silent and otherwise, going to endless sat sangs etc, but you have never found any answers there, and there has been no resolution of conflicts and psychological suffering in all of these futile efforts.
Wouldn’t it dawn on you that perhaps I have been looking in the wrong direction – looking into the mind which is time, trying to get to the timeless through time – trying to get to non duality(non conceptual awareness or essence) from duality – “Me”, Mr or Mrs So and So. Blind Freddy could see that there is no answer there, yet this is not seen by ninety nine percent of so called spiritual seekers and so they continue on trapped in their head trying to find an answer where it can never be found. Round and round like a donkey on a treadmill. Surely there is only one way out of the time-bound mind, and that is full stop!
But we never stop or pause, we continue on endlessly in the mind and the psychological suffering continues. “It is not by going that you will reach that place that is free of death or becoming”. It is by stopping once and for all – full stop, pause for a moment and be as you are in this natural state, the same natural state that ever prevails prior to conception in the womb, and even now when you have placed the limitation on yourself of being a limited human being. Instead abide as THAT non dual essence or Absolute. Realize that you already are THAT, and that the search itself has been the problem all along. You already are THAT and you always have been THAT naked awareness. Drop all your thoughts and concepts and without any words or language, what can you say about this presence of awareness? You cannot say anything at all without thoughts, words, or concepts, yet have you disappeared or ceased to exist?
Of course not, you are still present and aware as you have always and ever been. You are pure existence itself, without any beginning or ending, timelessly Omnipresent. Realize this for yourself. How many Miracle Courses do I need to take or undergo to know and realize that I am present and aware? The answer is none at all, not a single practice, meditation or effort – Zero, Zilch - I am THAT I am. Have the courage and conviction to say and know – I am THAT.
If I don’t ask the question, Who am I, then where does that leave me? After all, ‘who am I’, is only a thought, and if the questioner is only a thought or mental concept, then the questioner is the question itself, and so they naturally cancel each other out or resolve themselves. Then without a questioner or a question where does that leave me? Doesn’t it leave me just where I always and ever am – right here and now present and aware? Can I ever get out of or away from this naked, all-knowing, non conceptual awareness? So much for trying to stay in the now, or the immediacy of this awareness; in ‘fact’ you can never get out of the now that is this ever-fresh presence awareness.
So what is the point of trying to stay in the now when you can never really get out of it? THIS is the actual livingness itself, you can never live a second in the past or the future because all the living that there ever is, is now and always now in this very immediacy of naked non conceptual, knowing-awareness. There is a knowing that you are present here and now that can never under any circumstances be negated. ‘I am’ is my name – I am THAT I am, without any qualifications.
My original name is I am, not the acquired name that was given to me as Mr or Mrs So and So. What an extraordinary discovery – I exist infinitely and eternally, and I can never cease to exist at any imaginary time, I am myself the Supreme Reality. Wonderful am I, adoration to my Self! I alone exist, non dual One without a second. I am alone. None is mine; of none else am I; I see not any of whom I am; nor do I see one that is mine. I am not some miserable worm, insect, or human being crawling on the surface of some rock spinning through space, but rather I am the unlimited space-like awareness itself.
Realize that there is no end to Self-discovery as the Self is ceaseless, without any beginning or ending, so there is no fixed point anywhere where you can say this is what I am, and this is the ultimate point or understanding. Self-realization is not some final state, fixed point or understanding, yet it reveals itself ever-fresh and new as this spontaneous endless activity of knowing – the ‘ing’ at the end of the word know(ing) implying an endless movement or activity taking place presently here and now. As this activity of knowing is beginning right now, it is also ending now, and as it is ending it is beginning again now, so there is no duration, no time at all in the spontaneity that is this all-knowing awareness. An endless movement without beginning or ending. See this, be this, ever-fresh, ever-new essence - Ah, this.Read More »
What is taking place here is a spontaneous outpouring or expression aimed at drawing ones attention to the only ‘fact’ that you can be absolutely certain of, and that is, this fact of your own being right here and now – I am. No one can teach you, tell you, or give you anything whatsoever in that regard, as there is a ‘knowing’ that you are present there, that can, under no circumstances be negated. You cannot say – I am not, simply because you definitely ‘know’ that you are, and you don’t need to consult any second or third party, anyone else in order to know that you are.
This might sound rather simplistic and pedestrian, however it is extremely important and significant, and if this fact of your own being is very earnestly looked into(to simply look back to see where exactly you’re seeing from?) and investigated, it will be found to be the key that opens the door to infinite riches beyond your wildest dreams. This might also at first sight sound rather grandiose and exaggerated. However, do not dismiss what is being referred to offhand, but pause for an instant to acknowledge and fully embrace so to speak, this miraculous fact of your own being; the fact that you have occurred or popped up spontaneously out of nowhere and no when, without your knowing how or why you have happened.
How did you come to be? Because of what do you know that you are? These are profound questions, the truly vital and ultimate question is – What is my true nature or natural state? You know that ‘you are’, but what you are you don’t know, and you as the entity or person that you “appear” to be can never know this, as it is not knowable in the ordinary sense that you would know objects, persons, or things. You can’t know this naked non conceptual ‘knowing’ that you are, and yet you cannot negate it. Therefore this is the very crux of the matter. Timeless being can’t be grasped with any acquired word, language, thought or concept, and it cannot be negated – simply being, not being this or that – ‘am’ – ‘are’ – ‘is’ – all expressions of the ‘verb’ to be – the very livingness-beingness itself.
I am, is not I was (past), or I will be (future), but rather the ever-fresh timeless spontaneity of life or livingness itself which is now and always present, and in which there is no death. There is no death in this life or livingness that we truly and ever are, and this is what needs to be seen and acknowledged. Salvation, enlightenment, or Self-realisation is to realise fully that our essential nature is deathless, Absolute, unconditioned, free, and limitless. Surely this knowledge, Self-knowledge that is, is something that is extremely valuable and desirable, which may be likened unto to a gem or a ‘pearl of infinite value’, as it has been expressed in certain religious texts.
Greater that the greatest good in life is to know who we are. There may be some, very many in fact, who don’t want to know this, and who are are not ready to know this, and that is fine also and as it should be. No harm done and reality is unaffected, untouched, whether you know it or not. Not knowing who and what you truly and ever are; that is, unenlightened existence, which the ancients and sages have called ignorance, is inherently unsatisfactory, because there is psychological suffering involved with it as the inevitable consequence of this type of unaware sleepy existence.
What we are saying and pointing out here is that this psychological suffering is not necessary if you would take the time to investigate and see what is the nature of this consciousness that I am presently enjoying. All this is about is suffering and the ending of suffering, it has nothing to do with any person as such, for we are directly pointing out here that the so called person – So and So, is not the Real. If there is a resistance or an unwillingness to see and acknowledge this ‘fact’, then what is being pointed out here is not for you!
This is not some type of new age sermon or university lecture. This is the real deal, the real McCoy so to speak – I am That! Yes, and you must have the confidence and conviction yourself to say, realise, and know for certain – I am THAT I am. This statement from the King James Bible is definitely the greatest statement ever made or written anywhere at any time. It sums up everything that is being expressed here, and is said to be Gods proclamation to Moses, in regard to His self-existing nature or Reality. Isn’t this your nature also? Isn’t there a knowing that ‘you are’ – ‘I am’, present there, and isn’t this naked non conceptual ‘knowing’ always and ever present there, even if you you are not saying verbally with language or words – I am?
Even if this is not being expressed with words or concepts, even if you don’t say I am, isn’t there still a knowing that you are present there? This naked knowing is the true knowing which expresses through the mind as the primary though or concept “I am”. This thought or concept is not the Reality, yet it is the closest we can come to it with a thought or word. Only God can say I am, a human being can’t do anything at all without THAT – I am THAT I am. So you must realise that you are THAT (GOD) and not what you are presently taking yourself to be as the limited body-mind entity. The body can’t do a single thing, even lift a finger, and the mind could not think even a single thought if that animating life essence, awareness or consciousness was not present there. You can use any other word or label you like for this ‘knowingness’ that is ever-present, and which you have been ignoring or taking for granted all of your life so far.
The body is only a corpse or an empty shell without the light of awareness that is effortlessly and spontaneously animating it and living it. When the life force, the light of conscious awareness leaves the body through natural causes or otherwise, the body still has all the usual organs – eyes, heart, brain, etc, but they are useless without the consciousness. The physical eyes, ears, and nose etc can’t see, hear, or smell anything whatsoever, they are simply the instruments through which the seeing, hearing, and smelling take place. This is an extremely significant fact if realised first hand and taken on board.
Normally one thinks or feels that one is doing one’s actions, thinking one’s thoughts etc, however that is not the case at all, as it is the impersonal awareness-consciousness that is allowing everything to happen or occur quite spontaneously. The livingness is doing everything in this timeless Omnipresence, and so you are being lived, and there is no one who lives a life independent of the livingness or awareness.
Therefore stop ignoring THIS aware no thing, this empty cognizance that is the very life of your life – the Soul of your soul – the very livingness itself. It is nearer to you than your own hands and feet, nearer to you than your breathing, therefore why do you say that you don’t know it? Start to acknowledge it, be warm towards this nothingness or aware no thing – your glassy essence – and it will suffuse your whole being, every cell in the body, and will give you all the answers you need; better answers that any guru in the world can give you, if you pause your chattering mind from time to time and fully acknowledge this mysterious no thing or essence.
This is a matter of life and death in a way, and is a matter of great urgency for anyone who is in earnest and who wants to be free of this endless anxiety, fear, and psychological suffering that they have been carrying around with them all their miserable lives, engendered by their parents, society, the nation, their teachers and friends. This sense of being a separate, independent, person or entity has been reinforced constantly by the parents and society. From the age of three years and onwards this sense of being a separate entity that has been engendered and reinforced over a long period of time – and that is, “me”, So and So; and I am then convinced against all and any evidence to the contrary, that this is what I am.
This so called ego or self-center, although being in itself utterly false, non existent, and without any independent nature of its own whatsoever when fully looked into; is nevertheless a necessary part of human development. A healthy ego sense is necessary for the practical functioning, mental health, and well being of a fully rounded human being. However that is certainly not the end of the story and if the so called human being reaches this full psychological maturity and there is then the feeling-knowing arising there, that there is something lacking or missing in their life or existence, as that ‘apparent’ limited human being; it is only then that the so called spiritual search, or the seeking God, Truth, or Reality begins in earnest so to speak.
Once this genuine seeking starts to take place in the individual it can’t be stopped until he or she has all their doubts destroyed or fully resolved, and they rest, effortlessly, abiding as THAT non dual Absolute, that they have, in actuality, never left or been separate or apart from for even an instant. If one is bitten by this bug of authentic spiritual search or seeking, one then has “Ones head in the Tiger’s Mouth”, as it is said in certain spiritual, religious circles, and it is known that – Once your head is really in the Tiger’s Mouth – and it is extremely fortunate if it is – the Tiger will never let you go, he will never release His grip on you and will certainly devour you completely, he will crush and kill you, and what will be left is only THAT Supreme Reality or what we may call the non dual Absolute, the un-manifest, the Noumenon – the Reality or THAT which truly is – THAT which does not change or alter – “Your Glassy Essence”, as William Shakespeare puts it in his timeless play – “Measure for Measure”.
Various other names or labels have been used in Buddhism like – Prajna, Rigpa, No Mind, and so on, to signify this mysterious “what is”, the real or actual. The title of a small booklet that I have written and had published recently, namely: “This ever-present unqualified immediacy”, points directly to this awake aware no thing – This boundless empty space of knowing right there where your body(head) is ‘supposed’ to be. If you drop all your concepts, thoughts and ideas for an instant and be utterly simple, you will notice, on present evidence without resorting to thoughts. memory, or the ongoing flow of thinking, that there is a limitless, empty, aware, space right there where your human head is supposed to be, and there is a torso or headless body that fades out into nothing around your neck line and upper shoulders.
Don’t jump to any conclusions or immediately rush off into your thinking mind of memory and say – What nonsense, of course I have a head on my shoulders! The fact is, that on present evidence, without going to thought or thinking – you have no head whatsoever there where the actual seeing is taking place from. If you are simple and child-like you will notice that the very first thing that you are seeing is actually space, with objects a little further out filling this space.
We never seem to notice this boundless, edgeless, single eye that we are looking out, this Space of knowing that we are looking or seeing out of. So mesmerised are we by the objects that are appearing in the space, that we totally ignore the space itself. Nothing could possible be there without this space-like awareness that you always and ever are. What do you have to do, and how far do you have to go to reach this space of knowing awareness? You don’t have to do anything or go anywhere to be aware, you are this space-like awareness. This you simply have to notice and acknowledge to yourself again and again, until you no longer have to remind yourself.
There is no need to try to be in the now as it has been put around, you can’t get out of this Omnipresent space of knowing-awareness as there is nothing outside or inside of this Space. Outside or inside, it is all SPACE only. Space doesn’t come or go anywhere, it is silent and still by its very nature.
There is always more silence present here and now than there is noise or sound. The silence is absolutely deafening and is the background so to speak, of all noise. Trying consciously to get to the silence through meditation, or through using various spiritual practices and techniques etc is laughable. It is the very trying that is keeping you away from this actuality. This ever-present silence sings, this emptiness is full. All sounds are seemingly coming out of and returning to this silence effortlessly and spontaneously.
When you see that you are nothing – This aware no thing, then that is wisdom, and when you see that you are everything, that is love – this colorless light of all-knowing intelligence; and between these two seeming poles your life is endlessly moving, without beginning or ending. There is no death in this Life or livingness and you are THAT, ever-lasting life. Never forget it! Simply ‘be’, as you are, in the natural state.
Self-realisation cannot be foretold.
Some get it spontaneously; others do not get
it even with much effort. When a particular
stage is reached, there comes about an
appropriate change, and the ground
is suitably prepared.
Then the mind, which wants to either acquire or
get rid of something, will disappear.
This knowledge is actually easy and open;
therefore there are not
many takers for it.
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is difficult and complicated.
What we point to here is not something new to be acquired, some new fan dangled idea, fad, trend or concept to add to your already vast accumulation of dead past experiences and memories; but rather to your ever-present natural state or condition. This ‘knowing’ that you are, this very beingness that is animating that pattern of skin and bones that you call ‘you’, is self-evident and cannot be negated. This all-knowing essence of awareness-consciousness that you already and always are, is not something that anyone can give you, teach you, or tell you about, simply because you are already THAT changeless essence or reality and nothing separate or apart from that consciousness that you are ignoring, overlooking, or taking for granted, so to speak.
This idea or concept that I am a person, this present identity as Mr or Mrs So and So, is something new to us, is it not? Even if this so called person that I am presently taking myself to be, has been there for sixty or eighty years or more, it is still relatively new in the sense that it was not there prior to that period. How and what were you, prior to the spontaneous formation of this body-mind vehicle, and how and what will you be when this vehicle finally breaks down and is cremated or returned to the elements? Also, how long were you in this mysterious void or empty space of nothingness before you miraculously popped up and appeared as that limited thing or person that you now appear to be?
Rather strange questions, a little peculiar perhaps? Unless you know the answer to them, you will never know the peace that passes all understanding; which includes the end of all fear and psychological suffering, and which is in itself utter freedom and effortless living. This is what is on offer here. It is always more efficient to live from the truth of your natural state, than to live from a lie, however consoling or fulfilling it may appear to be.
Have an affectionate awareness of being – this conscious presence that you are. Delve into it, look into and investigate this mysterious and miraculous ‘fact’ of your own being. This gift of the animating life force that has produced you and effortlessly grown you from the sperm and ovum of your parents to what you are today. How did this come about and why? Have a good look at it for yourself. You are the authority there at zero degrees from where you are looking. No one else can know what you are there at zero degrees from where you are seeing, for only you your Self are there.
If you drop all of your concepts and all the learned knowledge that you have acquired from the age of three years onwards, which is ultimately nothing but learned ignorance; then this mysterious presence awareness has a chance to come to the fore, so to speak and reveal itself to you. If you have the inclination or even the interest and necessary earnestness to want to solve this mystery, this koan, or riddle of authentic Identity, then initially it is necessary to pause the flow of the thinking process for just a brief moment or instant.
Take off the cap of your cleverness for just a moment if you will, this veneer of worldly sophistication that you have developed like a cataract over your single edgeless Eye, and bow deeply before the evidence. Notice this bottom line so to speak – this fathomless well at the world’s end. It is as though some transcendental moth has chewed away along your neck line from shoulder to shoulder; and then directly SEE, and notice the boundlessly aware empty SPACE right there where your human head was wrongly assumed to be. I don’t ‘believe’ this to be true, I SEE it, and so can you if you can be simple and childlike enough to LOOK right there where the actual seeing is taking place from, quite effortlessly and spontaneously.
There, nearer than breathing, nearer than hands and feet, is “your glassy essence” – your bright and charming Original Face – SPACE of naked knowing. Your original face that you had before your parents were born is THIS no face of naked, unadorned, uncontrived, space-like awareness or knowing.
If you pause a thought just briefly, you notice that the ever present ‘knowing’ that you are, this light of consciousness is unaffected by the thought process, and that no thought of itself has ever touched or affected this all-knowing light of consciousness in any way whatsoever. If this conviction is unshakable and you then see something as false, you will never truly be able to believe in it again. This seeing of the false as false, is not in time or space and is the true and authentic seeing of the Seer – The First Person, Present Tense, Singular - I am - “One without a second”, as it is expressed in Advaita – in Hinduism.
This seeing is not done by any person or entity and it goes on forever without any beginning or ending, as THIS is timeless and space less seeing into emptiness suffused with intelligence or knowing. Seeing into Nothingness, this awake, aware, no thing that you truly and ever ‘are’ is true seeing and eternal seeing, and this you must see for your Self. You can’t just take my word for it, as that would be too easy and it would be false. No one can see this for anyone else and for this you must be a light unto yourself. Investigate this light in oneself. Be what you are, and don’t pretend to be what you are not – a limited time-bound human being. Be a light unto yourself and go to no external refuge – no guru or authority outside yourself can tell you what you are. You yourself are the sole and only authority in this investigation.
From non-being(emptiness, noumenon, the unmanifest) to being – consciousness of ‘I am’; and then back to non being again. How and why does this happen? The answer is, that it doesn’t happen, it has never happened in the first place, and all this play in the consciousness is nothing but Maya, ignorance, illusion, and appearance only, without any substance or independent nature of its own whatsoever. Reality is THAT which does not change or alter in any way, and if it does, then what the ancients and the sages are telling us is all false and untrue; and I assure you that this is not the case at all and that what the ancients are saying is one hundred percent true and correct.
Reality cannot change, otherwise it would not be reality, pure and simple! I know, this is really shocking, and it is not what anyone who may be reading or hearing this wants to hear. There are no customers for this knowledge, for none of you want to be nothing or no thing, yet THAT is what you truly and ever are – THIS awake, aware, no thing, the very Base and reality that includes the entire multiplicity of the changing contents that are appearing in it, just like the reflecting surface of a spotless mirror. The reflections in the mirror – you, me, she, he, it, etc are nothing but the mirror surface itself( self-shining, infinite intelligence – this ever-changing, never-changing, ever-fresh, ever-new, activity of knowing, pure presence awareness).
Can’t you SEE that things(including that false image you have about yourself as Mr or Mrs So and So) perish? Separate things, so called persons or objects cannot exist on their own independent of this awareness which is no thing to the acquired time-bound mind, the “me” of memory.
For god’s sake, awareness is not an object, or a subject for that matter. So called subjects and objects are ‘appearing’ in SPACE – this space-like awareness or naked non conceptual knowing, and are in fact nothing but the space itself ‘appearing’ as other than itself. The contents of space are in fact nothing but SPACE – emptiness suffused with intelligence or ‘knowing’.
This is the very simplicity and actuality of non duality – not two! No duality in non duality. THAT being the ‘fact’ and actuality, then who are you who are taking yourself to be that limited human being, that pattern of skin and bones that appears in your mirror every morning and evening? What is directly there where you are on your side of the mirror? Isn’t there just empty space there where you are supposed to be? Not just an inert dead space or vacuum, but an awake,aware, boundless space or capacity. Isn’t THIS what you truly are, which includes your appearance over there in the mirror – all inclusive, nothing whatsoever exclusive or separate? See for yourself, don’t ‘believe’ anything anyone says to you or tells you! Doubt everything anyone says to you, and doubt what you are mentally saying to yourself as well. Negate! negate! Not this, not this; until you come to THAT which you cannot negate – this very ‘fact’ of your own being, presently, right here and now - I am. Realize, I am THAT! This nothingness at the very core of your being, is not just a seemingly dead nothing or no thing, it is Reality Itself, infinite potential, beginning and ending itself, self-shining, self-existing, thrilling, bliss full, your own true nature or natural state, your own pure intellect or naked intelligence not formed into anything, no shape, no form, no color is naturally void, silent, still, and bliss full.
This being in which there is no becoming whatsoever! Becoming is time and being is timeless. You cannot negate your being. If you tried to negate your being who would do it? You are, infinitely and eternally. This is the truth and actuality, the very knowing of which sets you free. It won’t make you free unless you re-cognize it and know it for yourself, first hand so to speak.
Can you see the logic of this argument and the implications of what is being pointed to? Can you refute this ‘fact’ of your own being that you are now being introduced to in this pointing out instruction? You are now meeting your Self at last, there is no other. All your dreams have come to nothing, have crumbled to dust – Zero – Alpha – Omega – wake fullness, awareness of dreaming is the true function.
Just realise that you are dreaming a dream you call the world and stop looking for ways out. The dream is not your problem. Your problem is that you like one part of the dream and not another. Love all or none of it, and stop complaining. When you have seen the dream as a dream, you have done all that needs to be done.
The real does not die, the unreal never lived.
Imagine a big building collapsing, some rooms are in ruins, some intact.
But can you speak of the space as ruined or intact?
It is only the structure that suffered and the people who happened to live in it. Nothing happened to the space itself.
Similarly, nothing happens to life when forms break down and
names are wiped out. The goldsmith melts down old jewellery
to make new. Once you know that death happens to the body
and not to you, you just watch your body falling off, like a
The real you is timeless and beyond birth and death.
The body will survive as long as it is needed. It is not important
that it should live long.
Where do we start with this investigation into what is our true nature? We start from this very clear and obvious ‘fact’ of your own being here and now - I am. Start there, and don’t move away from there into the mental concept of time. Hold fast to this ‘I am presence’, without adding any extraneous words or concepts. Every word you’ve ever spoken has been learned or acquired, after the age of two and a half years and onwards. There is no word or concept that is your natural state.
The young child prior to the age of two years does not have any words or concepts, as the language has not yet been learned or picked up from the parents and others at that stage. However the child is still functioning quite effortlessly and spontaneously without any words or concepts. What does this tell us? You don’t have to be a genius to realize that these learned responses – words and concepts, are not necessary or essential to this natural effortless functioning of the life-force essence.
This spontaneous natural knowing, I am, is the base and foundation of every apparent thing. Have you noticed that this ever-present activity of knowing, expressing through the mind as the thought or concept “I am”, is the only constant? Can you remember a time when this awareness was not present there with you, so to speak? As far back as you can remember wasn’t this ‘knowing’ that you are always present, and, might I add, from direct knowing realization here, actually Omnipresent, timeless, and unceasing?
The actual functioning memory of a so called sentient human being only begins from around the age of four to five years old. Before this period the memory of the child is absent. If one were to pose the question to any living human being – How were you, and what was your shape, condition and appearance, prior to conception in the womb of your mother? How were you, and what was your condition or identity one hundred or more years back?
A possible educated(read conditioned)response to this necessary question and enquiry might be – “That would be nothing but an idle speculation; or, I don’t know, or I don’t remember how I was six months prior to conception in the womb. Yet, even then, there is a ‘knowing’ that you don’t know your condition prior to conception. Do you see the very subtlety of this fact? You see, that is the very ignorance that is being pointed out here! You must know this, otherwise there will always be fear and psychological suffering there, if you don’t know who and what you truly and ever are.
If you don’t know, if you are not intimate with your deathless essence – This ever-present, unqualified immediacy – THIS very ‘fact’ of your own being here and now; which through inadvertence you are ignoring, then there will be the constant fear of death; the fear of ending, the fear of being nothing – THIS awake, aware, no thing that you truly and ever ‘are’. You see, “you”, the acquired and imagined entity “me”, Mr or Mrs So and So, don’t want to be nothing – pure consciousness. THIS ever-present emptiness suffused with naked non conceptual knowing; and so through ignorance or what we call Maya or illusion in Advaita; you are very actively and even consciously ignoring your natural state or glassy essence, and taking yourself to be something that you are not; and that is this impermanent, perishable body-mind vehicle or appearance. In other words you are taking the appearance – this universe of phenomena, to be the Real, all the while ignoring the Noumenon or the unmanifest non dual Absolute which is the actual Real and unchanging principle – the truly living conscious presence, the I am principle.
This is what needs to be seen by nobody. There is no entity there who has ever done anything at all. Nothing ever really happened, it only ‘appeared ‘ to. I am telling you from direct knowing here, that you are not what you are presently taking yourself to be. You are not a limited time-bound human being at all. You are not the body or the mind. If you are not the body or the mind, then what are you? Ask yourself this. If you are not the body and the acquired time-bound mind, then what are you? Are you conscious as you are reading or hearing this?
Well, if you are conscious, which you quite obviously are, then aren’t you the ever-present, impersonal consciousness that the body and mind are appearing in? You say ‘my hat’, ‘my coat’, ‘my body’, ‘my mind’ etc. Are you your hat, your coat, your body, or your mind? No, you can’t be, simply because you are conscious or aware of your hat, then you are not your hat, but rather the ever-present, formless, nameless consciousness that cognizes the hat, coat, etc. Has this ever occurred to you?
How did I get to the truth that I prevail everlastingly? By looking to see from where, and how and why this “I” thought arose. How did this happen, the appearance of this limited, body-mind existence? How did this happen or occur without my permission? I was told that my name is So and So, and that I was born at such and such a time, and that at some future time I am going to pass away.
I have fully investigated this and found it to be utterly false. If I haven’t been born, how am I going to die? I don’t remember being born, I have no actual recollection of it. The reason is, is that it never happened in the first place. Also I won’t know when I have taken my last breath either. Others will say, I am dead, but is that really so? Have I really been born, am I going to die? The answer is – no, I am not born, nor do I ever die. I prevail infinitely and eternally - I am THAT I am. I won’t know that I am dead, but I will still be there as this naked non conceptual knowing - I am, infinitely and eternally. This I am is Omnipresent, Omnipotent, and Omniscient and I am THAT! Don’t be afraid to say it. Say it out loud – I am THAT! and I can’t possibly be anything separate or apart from THAT, for there is only THAT! This is the very truth and actuality of non duality, and there is no duality in this, and there never has been and there never possibly could be. Birth and death are only concepts, they are not real or actual. Life and death are also only concepts, there is no one who ever lived or died, there is only THAT changeless, deathless, essence or consciousness, and you are THAT. THAT is what you truly and ever ‘are’, and you need to realize it for yourself, I can go on saying this forever, but it won’t do you a bit of good unless you SEE this for yourself. I am not the only one, there have been others down throughout the ages who have SEEN this and passed it on to so called others.
What was born was this concept, ‘I am’; and of course no one can grasp “I”, as it is only an utterly insubstantial thought or concept, so in order to give it some apparent substance one then adds to it all the events and experiences that occurred from early childhood onwards, and then says – this is what I am – this human being that you see before you, this body of flesh and bones is only and solely what I am, and not the all pervading, formless consciousness, without which nothing could be or appear.
You see the trick that has been played upon you? Do you see this utter fraud or Maya that has been perpetrated upon your true nature or natural state be the parents, friends, and society in general? Everything that appears in the consciousness is Maya or illusion. Nothing was created in the first place, nothing ever happened, and Reality is that which never changes. Your body is constantly changing, cells are dying in it and being replaced constantly. You have not got the same body now that you had a few days ago. Millions of cells have died in it and been replaced without your doing anything about it.
You are being lived effortlessly and spontaneously by this animating life essence, awareness, or intelligence. There is no entity there that has ever done anything of its own volition. This everlasting life essence, this non dual Absolute is what you truly and ever are. There is no death in this life or natural state. Life does not know death. Life is everlasting, a spontaneous movement and expression and therefore without duration or volume, an endless, timeless movement without beginning or ending.
This is the ever lasting LIFE that is referred to in the scriptures. Whosoever knoweth ME(this ordinary, everyday, awareness or consciousness) shall not perish, but shall have everlasting life. HERE it is right here and now – this ‘fact’ of your own being, which you cannot under any circumstances negate. You cannot say – I am not. If you did, who would be saying it? Realize that I am the way, the truth, and the LIFE. Don’t wait another minute longer, take this from my hands right now and realize, directly know; don’t think, because that is just bananas. Know for yourself the maha vakya or great word of Hinduism – I am THAT! Thou art THAT! All this is THAT! There is only THAT Supreme Reality or non dual Absolute, and you are THAT, full stop! Stay there and simply ‘be’ what you truly are, abide eternally as THAT.Read More »
What is being said and pointed to here is nothing new. Everything has already been said in regard to the truth and actuality of non duality. So called saints, sages, and seers all down throughout the ages have realized their true nature or natural state, wrote the scriptures about it, and passed it on to so called others right down to the present day.
The founders of all the major religions of the world have also realized this reality that shines of itself at the very core of all being. This being that is presently being pointed to is simply “being”, not being this or that particular object or thing, but pure being itself. There is no becoming in this heart essence of pure being. Becoming is in the realm of time, which has been added on or acquired with the necessary ‘invention’ of language as a means of communication.
Every word you have ever spoken has been learned or acquired, it is not your natural state or non dual essence. Words and concepts are only labels, they are not the ‘glassy essence’ of the so called thing or object that they are pointing or referring to. The word or label “awareness” is not the reality of awareness that is changeless and ever-present.
Have you noticed that this awareness that is being pointed to has never not been present? Can you remember a so called time when you were not aware? Of course not, because this naked non conceptual awareness or knowing is the only constant, it is unceasing and therefore timeless. It is obvious, if you can pause your constantly yapping mind – this ceaseless flow of mental chatter – this voice in your head that you are almost constantly fixating on through habit. If you pause your time-bound acquired mind of memory even for a brief instant, you can see or notice that this all-knowing awareness that you already are is not, repeat ‘is not’ any limited thing or object.
Awareness-consciousness or whatever label you would like to apply to this fact of your own being right here and now, is not a thing or object. This awareness that you truly and ever ‘are’ is no-thing at all, it is nothing to the mind and that is why it is being ignored or overlooked constantly.
No one wants to be nothing or no-thing, that this naked non conceptual knowing ever “is”. This aware emptiness or no-thing that every apparent thing or object is appearing on, is not a non existent dead void or vacuum; rather it is existence itself - I am, and cannot be negated. You cannot negate your being no matter how much you try. You cannot say – “I am not”, because awareness has to be there for you to be able to utter anything at all.
Awareness, non duality or Reality is no thing and everything, it is all-inclusive and nothing can be separate or apart from this space-like awareness. Can there be anything outside of space, this boundless space of awareness or cognizing-emptiness? I mean what would it be in? Is there anything outside of space, when space itself has no center or circumference? For anything to exist it would have to be in space wouldn’t it?
So can something come from nothing or emptiness? Obviously not! Something cannot come from nothing or no thing, so all the so called things and objects that are spontaneously appearing are also nothing or aware emptiness – ‘your glassy essence’!
Space is nothing at all – no thing, it doesn’t stand out, yet for anything to “appear” there has to be this sky-like space for it to appear in. The images that appear in the mirror are nothing but reflections on the reflecting surface itself, they have no independent nature of their own, and they can’t be separate or apart from the mirror, and are nothing but the mirror itself. There is no back to this mirror-like seeing-knowing, no sides or edgers, no top or bottom, it is infinite in height, depth, and width, there where the actual seeing is taking place. All the things and objects that appear are nothing but reflections in this mirror-like space of knowing, and are nothing but THAT non dual Absolute. That is why the phenomenal universe is referred to as Maya or illusion in Advaita in Hinduism, simply a reflection in this ever-present non dual knowing. There is no permanence in the reflections, they are constantly changing, they are content, and are nothing but the mirror itself. The contents of the seeing are always changing, but the seeing is not changing, it is always the same seeing. The contents of the mirror, the reflections are constantly changing, but the mirror is not contaminated, not affected by any of the reflections appearing in it. What does this tell you? See for yourself. Have a good LOOK at it for yourself.
Stop ignoring this Basic Space of Phenomena, This Treasury of the Basic Space of Phenomena, stop ignoring your “glassy essence” that Shakespeare referred to in his play “Measure for Measure”.
Since space and I are not different,
wherever I go,
that will be the place
where I am already present.
Wake up this very instant, this very first and only instant – timeless Omnipresence – all-knowing – now-ing! Wake fullness or awareing-knowing is bliss. Awareness of being is bliss. Distraction or unawareness is darkness, psychological suffering and ignorance. This psychological suffering doesn’t have to be there, that is all that this is about. Suffering and the ending of suffering. This ongoing psychological suffering does not have to be there. It is there because of an unexamined belief in an imagined separate entity. Suffering is because of relationship, and relationship is dualism. Relative to – this dead image, “me”, that I have constructed around the age of 3 years when the acquired words and language were taken on board by the little innocent child. Everything that happens after the age of 3 years is then referred back to this dead image “I” or “me” that has been acquired. What did we say from the very beginning? There is no duality in non duality or this natural state, nature does not have any fixed reference point whatsoever, it changes of itself naturally and spontaneously. Nature is not in conflict with itself – movement does not fight with stillness, silence does not fight with sound – it is all One without a second – all-inclusive. Where does this conflict that so called human beings are constantly involved in come from? Isn’t it imperative to find out for yourself?
The false cannot stand up to investigation. Everything in the manifestation can be reduced and broken down into the basic elements – earth, air, fire, water etc, then reduced further down to sub-atomic particles and finally into pure energy or space – emptiness suffused with awareness – THIS awake, aware no thing – space-like awareness or knowing. Try to take that back and see how far you get. No one, no saint, sage or seer has ever gone beyond nothing or no thing. If you have gone that far, which is no distance at all, then you have gone as far as any sage including Ramana Maharshi, Christ, or Buddha has ever gone. No one has ever gone beyond nothing, this no thing that you truly and ever are.
Quite obviously then, you are THAT non dual empty essence that is self-shining, ever-fresh presence awareness and not the imagined entity “me”, So and So that you had taken yourself to be, prior to this investigation. The very search itself has been the main problem or obstacle to clear seeing-being. You are already what you are seeking, and you have never been separate or apart from this naked non conceptual essence of all-knowing awareness. What you are seeking you already are, so start from the fact that you already are THAT non dual Absolute, and then just notice whatever rubbish that comes up in the mind that tells you you are not THAT, and simply scrape it away or discard it quite effortlessly and naturally.
Once you directly SEE something as false, you don’t need to destroy it or get rid of it. The seeing of the false as false is all that is necessary. When you see that the water appearing at the end of the road ahead on a hot day is a mirage, the mirage itself continues to appear but you “know” instantly and spontaneously that there is no water in it. It is unreal even though it still appears to be there.
The same is true of the world and everyone who appears in it. It still looks real, but you know that it is Maya or illusion. Nothing was ever created. Everything is unborn, unoriginated, including these words that are being written. Nothing ever happened. The world was never created in the first place, it is what we call Maya(illusion) in Advaita(non duality). Much ado about nothing! Was the water in the mirage at the end of the road ever really there? No, it is an optical illusion and was never actually created in the first place, exactly like the night time dream that disappears and is seen to be utterly without substance, and nothing but pure imagination on awakening.
It is the same with the so called phenomenal world. The world of phenomena that we ‘think’ we see everyday has never been created in the first place. Nothing ever happened, reality has never changed at any imagined time. Reality is THAT which does not change, and the very suchness and actuality of non duality that we are pointing to has no duality in it and never has had. Not seeing-knowing THIS directly, is what we mean by ignorance.
This unborn awareness-consciousness is self-existing, unoriginated and Omnipresent. No so called God created it, it is timeless and without any beginning or ending. This aware no thing is what you truly and ever are. I am THAT, and I am telling you whether you know it or not, that you are THAT, and you cannot possibly be anything else, any imagined thing that is apart from this no thing that is naked non conceptual awareness.
Once you have clearly seen something to be false, are you going to continue to believe in it? No you are not! Simply see the false as false and you have done everything that needs to be done. You no longer seek the truth or reality, you simply cease to cherish opinions and mental conceptual ideas in regard to this natural state. Everything is clear and obvious in the natural state, there is nothing hidden or obscure. Nothing need be added to or taken away from the given, from “what is”.
What is means unaltered, unmodified, uncorrected – as is – just THIS, nothing else. Leave it “as it is”, and stop trying to alter, modify, and correct what is. Stop trying to work things out in your mind, and realize that you will never find any answer in the mind, which has no independent nature of its own. What mind is there apart from awareness or consciousness? When you directly look for the mind, you can’t find any such thing there that you can call mind apart from the thinking process itself, which arises spontaneously from emptiness-awareness, which is no mind or no thing in essence.
Mind is time, and time is only a mental concept. There is no time in Omnipresence, Omnipotence, Omniscience. The result of all of your arguments is that you have tried to grasp this timeless All-presence with a concept, with a thought, which is utterly insubstantial, and which is nothing but a vibration or movement of energy in the unlimited energy of pure consciousness; and by trying to do this you fail, and you are bound to fail. How are you going to grasp this Omnipresent, all-knowing essence of awareness which has no qualities, no color, shape, or form, and which is empty of all content, substance, and independent nature of its own?
This no thing that is awareness is without beginning or ending, a cognizing-emptiness as the Buddha has pointed out. This aware emptiness is the Base, the foundation of everything. It is a plenum void, it is empty for filling, and it is all-inclusive. Emptiness is form, and form is emptiness. ‘My silence sings, my emptiness is full’. There is only THAT. Nirvana – Samsara all-inclusive.
This you can never grasp with a concept, so full stop, and where does that leave you? It leaves you here and now Omnipresent – I am THAT! THAT thou art! I am THAT by which I ‘know’ I am. Not just for a puny 90 years, but infinitely and eternally - I am. This is wisdom and authentic Self-knowledge. This unshakable conviction, I am THAT. Make it your very own, go all out for Self-realization, nothing less than this is inherently satisfactory. Unenlightened existence is inherently unsatisfactory.
There is no writers block, the writing is happening by itself spontaneously, there is no entity or person who is doing it. This is heart to heart, not head to head. Awareness talking to itself, how else can it be as non duality. No duality in non duality – only THAT! Let those who have ears hear. The ear can’t hear and the eye can’t see – the physical eye and ear are only the instruments through which the seeing and the hearing are taking place spontaneously. All functioning is taking place spontaneously and naturally. Seeing without eyes and hearing without ears – THIS is the true seeing and the true hearing. Only God or ‘I am’ has seeing, hearing. Realize and directly know, I am THAT!
This actuality of non duality which is always pointed to and discussed here, is as simple and easy to see as a gooseberry in the palm of your hand. This very ‘fact’ of your own being is self-evident and cannot be denied or negated. You absolutely ‘know’ that you are, you don’t need to believe that you are, simply because this self-evident fact of your own being is clear and obvious. Also, you don’t need to consult anyone else to ‘know’ that you are.
Non duality means ‘not two’, never two, no other now or ever, only THAT – One without a second, as it is pointed out in Advaita, in Hinduism, as well as in all the other major religions of the world. “I am the Lord thy God, there is no other, nothing other apart from Me as THAT one essential being. There is no becoming, no time in THAT. It is the same from everlasting to everlasting. In Judaism it is said – Hear O Israel, I am the Lord Thy God, there is none other. In Christianity it is said that God, Truth , or Reality is Omnipresent, Omnipotent, and Omniscient. All presence, all power, and all knowing. In the very first verse of the Koran it is stated – There is no God but God. If you are seeing multiplicity or otherness, then you are certainly in need of forgiveness, and you have moved away from what the ancients and the sages have said, and that is, that this being-awareness that you already ‘are’ is timeless and Omnipresent. There is no time in THIS at all, it never begins or ends, and the very ignorance of this ‘fact’ is what is being constantly pointed out here.
Come back to the place that you have never left. This very fact of your own being right here and now, this Omnipresence of awareness, this awareness of Presence - I am, infinitely and eternally. You don’t have to make any effort to ‘know’ that you are aware. Choice less, effortless awareness is the so called great enlightenment that you are seeking. You already are THAT non dual Absolute presently, right here and now, but nobody ever tells you this. Instead you are told by your parents, teachers, friends and society to look out there, in the appearance and try to mass, gain, and accumulate as much as possible so that you can become whole and complete again, never realizing, even for an instant, that you were never separate in the first place.
If non duality is the truth or actuality, as I am pointing out here constantly and effortlessly, then doesn’t that imply that you who are seemingly reading this, are also THAT non dual Absolute, since THAT, for the want of a better word, is all there ever is? Have a good LOOK at it for yourself, no one else can SEE this for you. So, this being the case, wouldn’t it be wise to start from the fact that you are already THAT – God, Truth, or Reality that you may have been endlessly seeking, and that the very search itself is the problem? Also, it has to be pointed out that whatever term or concept you would like to put on THAT ever-present Reality; and you can use any term you like, none of them will ever fit THIS that is being pointed to, because it is ineffable ans inexpressible and can’t be put into words or concepts, or limited in any way, shape or form. Words and concepts are only labels, and this awareness that you always and ever are is timeless, non conceptual awareness. The revelation of Dzogchen in Buddhism expressed as “The Great Perfection” is simply put in one sentence, and that is, ‘The Great Perfection is non conceptual awareness’, full stop! No more needing to be said. “The more you talk and think about it, the further astray you wander from the truth. Stop talking and thinking, and there will be nothing you will not be able to know.” Simply be, ‘as you are’ in the natural state.
If you already are that empty, non conceptual essence, this empty cognizance or cognizing-emptiness as the Buddha is saying, then what is it that you have do, or to search for or look for? Wouldn’t you be able to say quite fearlessly and with full and total conviction – Yes, I am THAT Supreme, formless and changeless Reality? This you must see and know for yourself – you are the authority here, only you can ever see and be this – no other in this SEEING – BEING – HEARING – TASTING and TOUCHING. This Seeing-Being that is being pointed to is all-inclusive and undivided. There is no conceptual seer, hearer or thinker, there is just this ceaseless activity of all-knowing awareness – Omnipotence or all-power. There is no room in this Omnipresence for a ‘you’ or a ‘me’ who has destiny or free will, or any sense of doer ship whatsoever. There is no separate entity anywhere who is doing anything. No entity there with any substance or independent nature of its own apart from this boundless, awake, aware no thing that you always and ever are.
Everything is happening spontaneously in the natural state, which reveals that in the very actuality of non duality, nothing ever happened at all. How can REALITY ever change if, the very definition of Reality is THAT which never changes – the Noumenon. Rather shocking when all your so called life you have been under the mistaken impression that you, as the imagined person or entity have been running the show. Your unexamined life as the separate person that you are presently taking yourself to be, is an imaginary life, and so it has been full of fear, anger, hatred, jealousy, delusion and suffering. Yes, unenlightened existence is inherently unsatisfactory, and it doesn’t have to be that way.
Being is not becoming, never becoming. Becoming is time, and this timeless presence or being is a spontaneous emanation, throb, or pulsation, ever-fresh, ever-new from moment to moment. As it is beginning it is also ending; and as it is seemingly ending it is beginning again, so there is no duration, no time, no actual beginning and ending in this spontaneity, this timeless essence of all-knowing awareness, which you can never grasp with any word or concept, and which you can never negate. Are you unaware right here and now? No, you are not unaware, so you must be aware, you must be THAT glassy essence or non dual Absolute. The THAT that I am pointing to is Omnipresent, Omnipotent, and Omniscient – all-Presence, all-Power, and all-Knowing, and I am pointing out from unshakable conviction and direct knowing here, that you ‘are’ THAT! Don’t take my word for it, don’t ‘believe’ a single word I say, but LOOK and SEE, investigate this ‘great matter’ of your true nature, the natural state, prior to conceptual thinking and ever-present, for yourself.
Nature, as it ‘appears’ and expresses in the phenomenal world can only appear and express itself dualistic ally in the pairs of opposites. You can’t have day without night, silence without sound, movement without stillness etc. However this nature, Nisarga, or natural state, as it is pointed out in Advaita Vedanta is always and ever non dual, One without a second, even though it ever appears and expresses itself dualistic ally.
This may sound like a paradox to the time-bound mind, but there is nothing paradoxical about it. There is no paradox in nature itself, because nature, unlike the ‘apparent’ human beings, is not in conflict with itself. Day does not fight with night, silence is not in conflict with sound, nor is movement in conflict with stillness. There is an unstated unity in nature, because nature in its wholeness does not have any preferences, fixed reference point, or ego; unlike the so called human beings who have taken on and developed this apparently fixed reference point, ‘I’, ‘me’, ‘ego’, ‘So and So’, from around about the age of 3 years and onwards. The taking on of this ‘I’ thought or “ego” is of course necessary and unavoidable for the sake of the smooth functioning of the society etc, however, as we are pointing out, it is not what you truly and ever are, simply because it is illusory, time -bound and impermanent, or what we call Maya or illusion in Advaita. There is no static point anywhere in nature, there is no cessation anywhere, but rather a ceaseless movement of intelligence-energy, a ceaseless activity of knowing.
This teaching also embraces Kashmir Shaivism, which is another non dual teaching of Hinduism embodied in a Sanskrit text called “The Shiva Sutras.” In this text this limitless intelligence or activity of knowing is expressed as Shiva-Shakti. Shiva, the male aspect is the static or unmoving, and Shakti, the female aspect is the dynamic. However, it is pointed out that Siva and Shakti are not two separate things, they are two aspects of the One aware no thing, or pure Consciousness. You can SEE that there is an intelligence in nature, which has nothing to do with the so called human intellect, simply because there is an extraordinary harmony and order in the flow of the seasons, the movement of the stars, and the orbit of the planets.
The natural state is an endless, spontaneous, harmonious, movement without any beginning or ending, and you are THAT limitless intelligence, and not what you are presently taking yourself to be as that static, apparently time-bound human being that appears in your mirror each morning. Beginning and ending are in the mind which is time, however what you truly are is timeless pure Mind or unborn awareness itself.
If the thought is paused for an instant, or where there is a natural gap or break in the flow of the thoughts; notice that there is still a naked knowing present there. That is unborn Mind or awareness, still present whether thinking is going on or not. THIS that is being pointed to is naked non conceptual knowing; not knowing this or that subject or object – just pure knowing without subject or object. And monks and so called practitioners of meditation spend years and years trying to go beyond the mind, yet it is as simple as that, as what has just been pointed out – simply pause a thought for an instant, there, immediately in that pause, you are beyond the mind, and yes, it is as simple as that. Try it out for yourself and SEE where that pause leaves you. Doesn’t it leave you right here and now present and aware as you have ever been throughout eternity? Eternity implies time, but this presence awareness that you ever are is timeless without any beginning or ending. Aren’t you already THAT? SEE for yourself, don’t ask me!
This knowledge I am, is Self-knowledge. This light of knowing or authentic knowledge (Jnana) is the Light that lights every man and woman, every appearance that appears in the world, and is the Base of every apparent thing. This light of knowledge shines of itself. It is self-existing, self-being, self-shining. This Light in oneself is the colourless light of emptiness, the clear light of the Void or Reality. Nirvana is the highest good, the highest happiness, the unmade, the un-become, in which there is no other, no duality whatsoever, and THIS is certainly the end of sorrow or suffering. Nirvana is when you, the entity, So and So, are not. Suffering only ever happened to a ‘me’, and in this unborn Buddha Mind there is no me, there never has been a me and there never will be a ‘me’, there is ever only an ‘appearance’ of a me.
This Knowledge or Light of Reality, this Light in oneself, is deliverance from sorrow and suffering. Just as in the great ocean there is but one taste, the taste of salt; even so in the Knowledge that I am freely pointing to here, there is only “one taste”, and that is the taste of deliverance from ignorance and psychological suffering. Nirvana is visible in this life – inviting, attractive, accessible to the wise disciple. This is not said lightly, as it is fully known here, so why not take delivery of it for yourself right here and now? Nirvana means extinction. Complete annihilation of the imaginary person or entity; or rather, should we say, the seeing through of the person or persona(mask). This empty cognizance or void is not a dead nothingness.
Beyond the restless flowing electricity of life is the ultimate reality – The Void. Your own awareness, not formed into anything possessing form or colour, is naturally void (empty). Beyond the light of life is the peaceful silence of the void. The quiet bliss beyond all transformations. The Buddha smile. The Void is not nothingness. The Void is beginning and end itself. Unobstructed; shining, thrilling, blissful. Diamond consciousness. The All-Good Buddha. Your own consciousness, not formed into anything, no thought, no vision, no color, is void. The intellect shining and blissful and silent – This is the state of perfect enlightenment. Your own consciousness, shining, void and inseparable from the great body or radiance has no birth nor death.
It is the immutable light, that the Tibetans call Buddha Amitabha, the awareness of the formless beginning. Knowing this is enough. Recognize – re-cognize the voidness of your own consciousness to be Buddha hood. Keep this recognition and you will maintain the state of the divine mind of the Buddha. This awake, aware, no thing is what you truly and ever are, and the contents that appear in it are also nothing but awareness. There is no separation anywhere at any time. There is only an appearance of separation.
In other words, as Zen insists, form is void and void is form, Nirvana is none other than Samsara, the Lotus of Enlightenment is one with the swamp of Delusion which is its habitat. When ever I exalt one of the pair at the expense of the other I’m in trouble, and my enemy Death has got hold of me – God is as null without his world as it is null without Him. But when I perceive – when I consciously live – their absolute unity I embrace Death as my friend. Even for God – specially for God – there is, as the saying goes, always something. The solemn and cheering fact is that He can’t spare a single thing. But that’s putting it too mildly.
Walt Whitman does better:
“Strange and hard that paradox true I give
Objects gross and the unseen soul are one”.
- SEE this for yourself. KNOW this for yourself.
This Note is from the pen of Mark WestRead More »
What we discuss and point to here is always the same subject; and that is non duality, this incontrovertible ‘fact’ of your own being right here and now, self-evident. Usually one simply takes it for granted that oh yes, I am, without investigating the nature of this I amness and how and why it has come about.
This consciousness of being an apparent separate, sentient human being is something new, in the sense that one hundred years or so back, it was not there; and this sense of being a person that is now present will, at some future time dissolve or disappear; at which point I won’t know that I am. This is what in common parlance we refer to as death. Death simply means that the confidence that I am So and So has disappeared. The physical body is then disposed of by burial or cremation.
What you have to ask yourself, if you are at all earnest or serious about this Great Matter of true and authentic identity(your true nature or natural state prior to the arising and setting of this consciousness) is – when the apparent body breaks down, is cremated etc and resolves itself back into the basic elements, am I dead? Was I born when the body was born? What is my true nature, and how was I prior to the so called conception in my mother’s womb? How was I six months prior to conception, and what was my original ‘face’ prior to the recent acquisition of this human face? How did I come to be, and how did this happen unknowingly without my permission?
This you ‘must’ know. This riddle or koan must be solved by you and you alone. This is not something anyone can give you, teach you, or tell you about, you must see-know this first hand directly for yourself, simply because relationship is dualism, “me” and the imagined ‘other ‘, and the real or actual is non dual, not two, only THAT, as it is pointed out in Advaita in Hinduism, as well as in all the other major religions of the world. I have solved this riddle and the light of knowledge has dawned here, and the same can be true for you if you SEE and ‘know’ for yourself what is being pointed to here.
This knowledge I am is not something anyone can give you, teach you, or tell you; it is every one’s birth right, so to speak. There is no one who is reading this who is not aware. Everyone ‘knows’ I am, even without having to say it. There is awareness present there even before it expresses through the mind as the thought or ‘concept’, I am So and So. This presence of awareness is the base that allows everything to happen, and without which nothing could happen at all. You could not move an inch, or even lift a finger, if that animating essence of non conceptual awareness were not present there. All the same, there is an ignoring or taking for granted of this ever-present life-force. Everyone is THAT non dual Absolute whether they know it or not. However each must see this for themselves in order for this truth to set you free. It has to be seen that this recently acquired entity “me” is false, and is a total fiction. What you are is the unceasing ‘knowing’ that is always and ever- present, ever-fresh, ever-new, not the “know er” or the “known”, which are only dead concepts.
This knowing is timeless and Omnipresent without any beginning or ending, whereas the acquired mind, “me” is time. This “me” that you are presently taking yourself to be, when thoroughly and directly looked into is seen to be a phantom and truly non-existent. In the light of this investigation, you don’t have to do anything to get rid of this ego or entity, as it is then seen to be false, and the false cannot stand up to investigation.
Only by the direct knowing-being of THIS ever-present immediacy, or what we call for the want of a better word THAT – the very actuality of non duality - I am THAT! That thou art! are you set free; otherwise not. Self-knowledge – knowledge of Self, is wisdom; all other knowledge is ignorance, Maya, or duality. Everything in the manifestation of the universe appears dualistic ally in the pairs of opposites, and you could not have a phenomenal universe or manifestation if it did not ‘appear’ in the opposites. You can’t have day without night, silence without sound, man without woman etc.
All this is so in the appearance but not in the actual. The Noumenon or the unmanifest is what we call the real or the actual, whereas the phenomenal universe is only what “appears” to be. Appearance is not reality as it is constantly changing, or as the Buddhists point out – there is impermanence in all appearance. Everything in the appearance, including that pattern of skin and bones you call ‘you’, is Maya or illusion as it is referred to in Advaita(non duality, not two) in Hinduism. Everything that appears also disappears, so there is no substance or independent nature in any of the appearances no matter how they may be appearing.
What is real and does not change is THIS knowledge I am. This activity of knowing( the very livingness that is ever occurring) is unceasing, it is the only constant. Notice that this naked knowing has been present there all along with you, so to speak. Even though the body-mind vehicle was all along changing from an infant, child, teenager, adult, old person etc; that knowing that is ever-present there has not changed or been affected in any way at all. It has not grown old or suffered any hurts, dramas, or traumas whatsoever. If this knowING is unceasing as is my contention, then it is without time, without any beginning or ending. THIS is self-knowing, self-existing, self-shining, infinite intelligence, which has nothing to do with your intellect which has been acquired or added after the age of 3 years.
The ING on the end of it – know-ing, implies that it is an activity that is taking place presently in this very immediacy. It is not I was (past) or I will be (future), but rather I am. ‘Am’ is part of the verb – to be. It is a verb – active, not a noun – a name, a label, a dead concept. You cannot negate your being, you cannot say – ‘I am not’! Even if you say, I am not, you, as this naked, non conceptual awareness have to be there first and foremost in order for you to be able to say or do anything, isn’t that so? Have a good look at it for yourself, don’t just agree or disagree. You will never get liberation in a million years without knowledge. When Self-knowledge dawns, you as the entity Mr or Mrs So and So are utterly annihilated. You, as you appear as So and So disappear, the imaginary entity “me”, So and So is out shined by the blinding light of the obvious.
This rediscovery of the obvious, the given, is the one essential. “Martha, Martha, thou art busy and troubled over many things, but Mary has found the one necessary and essential thing” – the Masters feet – the Nectar of the Lord’s Lotus feet – the Nectar of Immortality. The Master’s feet symbolizing understanding – understanding is all(Nisargadatta Maharaj) - I am THAT I am! Realize THAT, know THAT alone, and you will never again fear a foe, all your troubles will be at an end and will disappear like the night mist in the morning sunlight.
Know this light in oneself, this beginning less, endless activity of knowing and everything else will become clear to you. The only thing that you can be absolutely certain of ‘is’ this very ‘fact’ of your own being right here and now. See that there is no becoming whatsoever in being. Becoming is time, and this being is without time or origination. You cannot say with any certainty, this is where I began. You cannot locate any fixed point where you can say, this is where I began, and you cannot remember your so called birth. THIS has no origin, source, or location in time and space. THIS empty cognizance, THIS cognizing emptiness, THIS glassy essence, THIS awake, aware no thing, is what you truly and ever are. THIS aware emptiness is without any boundaries or limitations whatsoever, and is the very natural state that the Self-realized fully and effortlessly abide in.
This impersonal all-knowing presence-awareness holds infinite riches beyond your wildest dreams, and the place to look for THIS is in your own heart. By ‘heart’ we don’t mean the blood pumping organ on the left side of your chest, or the spiritual center on the right side of your chest, but rather the very core of your being. Usually this is the very last place that one cares to look, as the mind is generally outward going, or outward looking. Now and again the brave and fearless soul looks back, turns their attention around one hundred and eighty degrees, LOOKS and SEES what he or she is “looking out of”, and gains immortality.
It is rather a shock when enlightenment dawns and one directly realizes that all this time; and I should not be even using that word “time”, because time is only a mental concept, there is really no such thing. When this fact dawns there is the realization that all this so called time you have been in bondage to a phantom; the “me” that you had taken yourself to be is nothing but “the child of a barren woman”. Now a barren woman never had a child in the first place. As was pointed out previously, you can’t actually remember your birth? Perhaps that is because you were in actuality never born at all. What was born was this ‘concept’ I am So and So, engendered by the parents and society around the age of three years. That is what was born and that is what is going to die when the body disappears. However that concept can die or disappear right here and now if you see that it is false. A concept is not real, it is only a ‘construct’ – something made up for practical purposes and convenience. This has to be questioned, it has to be enquired into, if you are at all earnest or serious in regard to spiritual matters. Oh ignorant man, whose son are you?
Ask yourself this question and find out, no one else is going to do it for you. Perhaps you had very seriously underestimated yourself. After all, I am only human? Are you? Why have you put that limitation on yourself? Only you can answer this because only you are there in this space where the actual seeing is taking place from. There is no duality in this space of knowing – you alone exist there, non dual One without a second, as it is pointed out in Advaita.
Consider all that has been said so far, and directly SEE and go to where the pointers are pointing. THIS is not for talking, discussing, and pontificating about, but for actually doing-seeing-being THAT essence that you already are. To see HIM is to be HIM! I am THAT! and this is meant literally, totally, and fully, there is no second prize – not two! now or ever. If there is only THAT non dual Absolute; and I am telling you from direct knowing here that this is the actual case, does that leave any room then for a ‘you’ or a ‘me’ or anything else whatsoever that could be outside, separate and apart from THAT, when THAT is all there is?
The answer is, no it does not leave any scope for duality, otherness, or twoness. See this and know this for yourself. The person is not the real, never was and never will be. This means that you have never done a single thing as the person that you appear to be. You never have been that person that you are presently taking yourself to be, you never have been and you never will be a person. The mirror is not concerned with any of the reflections that are appearing in it. The reflections don’t have any substance or independent nature of their own, and are nothing but the reflecting surface of the mirror itself. You, as the reflection in this mirror-like knowledge or essence have never done a single thing of your own personal volition, you have never lived a separate personal life at all; you have been lived and functioned effortlessly by THIS mirror-like essence, this “glassy essence” that you truly and ever are.
If you think that you are going to die at some imagined future time, you only flatter yourself. You’re not going to die because in actuality you never lived as that person you are presently taking yourself to be. You are being lived and functioned quite effortlessly and spontaneously by this ever-present unborn awareness.
Stop ignoring your glassy essence of naked non conceptual awareness and be ‘as you are’ in the natural state. Give up becoming all together, and just simply ‘be’ - I am - without any shape, form, color, or limitation.Read More »