The ultimate medicine is the medicine that cures once and for all, the disease of becoming. If you are always caught up in becoming, which is time, then you are in constant conflict and turmoil. With the unexamined fixed reference point “me”, So and So, there is conflict that goes along with it as the constant companion. Conflict is disease, and you are not at ease if you are in conflict. Becoming is not being, for it implies time or duration, a transformation from one assumed state to another at some future time. Is there time without the thinking process? If I am not thinking about it; that is recalling the past or anticipating the imagined future, is there such a thing as time at all? The answer is no, there is no time at all if I am not thinking about it; yet it can be noticed that in that brief gap when thinking is paused or ceases by itself so to speak, I still am! This naked non conceptual awareness or pure beingness is free and independent of any and all becoming whatsoever.
This is what needs to be seen and known by no one, this awake, aware no thing, that every ‘apparent’ thing always and already is. This is the bottom line, the base of any and every apparent thing – this very ‘fact’ of your own being here and now, Omnipresent! Not being this or that, but simply being itself, ‘as it is’. There is no becoming whatsoever in being – you are, infinitely and eternally, that is, this pure being that you already are is timeless and ever-present. Begin right now to have an affectionate awareness of being, a genuine warmth towards this awareness that is being or presence, and forget about becoming all together. This is the complete opposite of what you have been taught by your parents, schools, and society in general.
What you are is the complete opposite of what you have been told that you are. You are not the limited personality, person or persona(mask) that you have acquired and accumulated since early childhood, engendered by your parents, teachers, and society. Question all this, look into it for yourself and discard all this false knowledge and learned ignorance that has been fostered upon you and accumulated since early childhood. A big ask you may well say, but actually this is not difficult in the least. Ask yourself, do I have a memory if I don’t think about it? The answer is no, there is no conditioning and no memory whatsoever if I don’t think about it. Even in deep sleep when no thinking is going on you are still aware or existing because on awakening you say – Oh, I had a good sleep. There is an awareness, a knowing that sleeping was happening.
Question authority, think for yourself, dig deep and discover for yourself the very base and foundation of all phenomena. What is the foundation of every apparent life or so called person? Isn’t it ‘I am’ without any words, labels, thoughts or concepts? You are present and aware whether there is thinking and talking taking place, or whether there is silence prevailing without any mental chatter or conceptualizing going on. Begin to notice this non conceptual awareness which is at the very core of your being, and which is silent, still, and changeless by its very nature. This natural state of naked non conceptual awareness is very ordinary and does not need to be attained or acquired by anyone.
Ordinary everyday awareness is the great enlightenment that everyone is seeking, however they are looking for it in the wrong direction – outwardly and in the mind which is time, and the acquired mind being time is only a mental concept. The mind is only a concept, and there is no mind at all when you investigate it or try to locate it, all you find and all there ever is, is this ever-fresh presence awareness, and THAT is certainly not a concept but a Reality that you cannot negate, and that you cannot grasp with any mental concept, word, or idea. Reverse the arrow of your attention one hundred and eighty degrees, and instead LOOK inwardly for a moment and you will directly SEE that this space of naked awareness that you are truly seeing out of is boundless without any edges, center or circumference whatsoever, and that this awake, aware, no thing, this awareness-emptiness that is your true nature has no dimensions, shape, form, or color and no inner or outer to it at all; it is simply pure being and “as it is”. You cannot negate this being that you already are, and you cannot grasp it with any word, thought, or concept. THIS that is being pointed to cannot be known as any object, person or thing, yet you cannot negate this being. This ever-present unqualified immediacy of awareness-emptiness is what you truly and ever are – “Your glassy essence” as Shakespeare has referred to in his play Measure for Measure.
“Nothing is good or bad but thinking makes it so”. Therefore cease trying to work this out in your acquired time-bound mind and relax back into this uncontrived singularity or natural state. Rest and abide as this consciousness-awareness. You have tried to work this out in your mind for years and years – doing this or that particular spiritual practice, going on endless spiritual retreats, silent and otherwise, going to endless sat sangs etc, but you have never found any answers there, and there has been no resolution of conflicts and psychological suffering in all of these futile efforts.
Wouldn’t it dawn on you that perhaps I have been looking in the wrong direction – looking into the mind which is time, trying to get to the timeless through time – trying to get to non duality(non conceptual awareness or essence) from duality – “Me”, Mr or Mrs So and So. Blind Freddy could see that there is no answer there, yet this is not seen by ninety nine percent of so called spiritual seekers and so they continue on trapped in their head trying to find an answer where it can never be found. Round and round like a donkey on a treadmill. Surely there is only one way out of the time-bound mind, and that is full stop!
But we never stop or pause, we continue on endlessly in the mind and the psychological suffering continues. “It is not by going that you will reach that place that is free of death or becoming”. It is by stopping once and for all – full stop, pause for a moment and be as you are in this natural state, the same natural state that ever prevails prior to conception in the womb, and even now when you have placed the limitation on yourself of being a limited human being. Instead abide as THAT non dual essence or Absolute. Realize that you already are THAT, and that the search itself has been the problem all along. You already are THAT and you always have been THAT naked awareness. Drop all your thoughts and concepts and without any words or language, what can you say about this presence of awareness? You cannot say anything at all without thoughts, words, or concepts, yet have you disappeared or ceased to exist?
Of course not, you are still present and aware as you have always and ever been. You are pure existence itself, without any beginning or ending, timelessly Omnipresent. Realize this for yourself. How many Miracle Courses do I need to take or undergo to know and realize that I am present and aware? The answer is none at all, not a single practice, meditation or effort – Zero, Zilch – I am THAT I am. Have the courage and conviction to say and know – I am THAT.
If I don’t ask the question, Who am I, then where does that leave me? After all, ‘who am I’, is only a thought, and if the questioner is only a thought or mental concept, then the questioner is the question itself, and so they naturally cancel each other out or resolve themselves. Then without a questioner or a question where does that leave me? Doesn’t it leave me just where I always and ever am – right here and now present and aware? Can I ever get out of or away from this naked, all-knowing, non conceptual awareness? So much for trying to stay in the now, or the immediacy of this awareness; in ‘fact’ you can never get out of the now that is this ever-fresh presence awareness.
So what is the point of trying to stay in the now when you can never really get out of it? THIS is the actual livingness itself, you can never live a second in the past or the future because all the living that there ever is, is now and always now in this very immediacy of naked non conceptual, knowing-awareness. There is a knowing that you are present here and now that can never under any circumstances be negated. ‘I am’ is my name – I am THAT I am, without any qualifications.
My original name is I am, not the acquired name that was given to me as Mr or Mrs So and So. What an extraordinary discovery – I exist infinitely and eternally, and I can never cease to exist at any imaginary time, I am myself the Supreme Reality. Wonderful am I, adoration to my Self! I alone exist, non dual One without a second. I am alone. None is mine; of none else am I; I see not any of whom I am; nor do I see one that is mine. I am not some miserable worm, insect, or human being crawling on the surface of some rock spinning through space, but rather I am the unlimited space-like awareness itself.
Realize that there is no end to Self-discovery as the Self is ceaseless, without any beginning or ending, so there is no fixed point anywhere where you can say this is what I am, and this is the ultimate point or understanding. Self-realization is not some final state, fixed point or understanding, yet it reveals itself ever-fresh and new as this spontaneous endless activity of knowing – the ‘ing’ at the end of the word know(ing) implying an endless movement or activity taking place presently here and now. As this activity of knowing is beginning right now, it is also ending now, and as it is ending it is beginning again now, so there is no duration, no time at all in the spontaneity that is this all-knowing awareness. An endless movement without beginning or ending. See this, be this, ever-fresh, ever-new essence – Ah, this.Read More »
What is taking place here is a spontaneous outpouring or expression aimed at drawing ones attention to the only ‘fact’ that you can be absolutely certain of, and that is, this fact of your own being right here and now – I am. No one can teach you, tell you, or give you anything whatsoever in that regard, as there is a ‘knowing’ that you are present there, that can, under no circumstances be negated. You cannot say – I am not, simply because you definitely ‘know’ that you are, and you don’t need to consult any second or third party, anyone else in order to know that you are.
This might sound rather simplistic and pedestrian, however it is extremely important and significant, and if this fact of your own being is very earnestly looked into(to simply look back to see where exactly you’re seeing from?) and investigated, it will be found to be the key that opens the door to infinite riches beyond your wildest dreams. This might also at first sight sound rather grandiose and exaggerated. However, do not dismiss what is being referred to offhand, but pause for an instant to acknowledge and fully embrace so to speak, this miraculous fact of your own being; the fact that you have occurred or popped up spontaneously out of nowhere and no when, without your knowing how or why you have happened.
How did you come to be? Because of what do you know that you are? These are profound questions, the truly vital and ultimate question is – What is my true nature or natural state? You know that ‘you are’, but what you are you don’t know, and you as the entity or person that you “appear” to be can never know this, as it is not knowable in the ordinary sense that you would know objects, persons, or things. You can’t know this naked non conceptual ‘knowing’ that you are, and yet you cannot negate it. Therefore this is the very crux of the matter. Timeless being can’t be grasped with any acquired word, language, thought or concept, and it cannot be negated – simply being, not being this or that – ‘am’ – ‘are’ – ‘is’ – all expressions of the ‘verb’ to be – the very livingness-beingness itself.
I am, is not I was (past), or I will be (future), but rather the ever-fresh timeless spontaneity of life or livingness itself which is now and always present, and in which there is no death. There is no death in this life or livingness that we truly and ever are, and this is what needs to be seen and acknowledged. Salvation, enlightenment, or Self-realisation is to realise fully that our essential nature is deathless, Absolute, unconditioned, free, and limitless. Surely this knowledge, Self-knowledge that is, is something that is extremely valuable and desirable, which may be likened unto to a gem or a ‘pearl of infinite value’, as it has been expressed in certain religious texts.
Greater that the greatest good in life is to know who we are. There may be some, very many in fact, who don’t want to know this, and who are are not ready to know this, and that is fine also and as it should be. No harm done and reality is unaffected, untouched, whether you know it or not. Not knowing who and what you truly and ever are; that is, unenlightened existence, which the ancients and sages have called ignorance, is inherently unsatisfactory, because there is psychological suffering involved with it as the inevitable consequence of this type of unaware sleepy existence.
What we are saying and pointing out here is that this psychological suffering is not necessary if you would take the time to investigate and see what is the nature of this consciousness that I am presently enjoying. All this is about is suffering and the ending of suffering, it has nothing to do with any person as such, for we are directly pointing out here that the so called person – So and So, is not the Real. If there is a resistance or an unwillingness to see and acknowledge this ‘fact’, then what is being pointed out here is not for you!
This is not some type of new age sermon or university lecture. This is the real deal, the real McCoy so to speak – I am That! Yes, and you must have the confidence and conviction yourself to say, realise, and know for certain – I am THAT I am. This statement from the King James Bible is definitely the greatest statement ever made or written anywhere at any time. It sums up everything that is being expressed here, and is said to be Gods proclamation to Moses, in regard to His self-existing nature or Reality. Isn’t this your nature also? Isn’t there a knowing that ‘you are’ – ‘I am’, present there, and isn’t this naked non conceptual ‘knowing’ always and ever present there, even if you you are not saying verbally with language or words – I am?
Even if this is not being expressed with words or concepts, even if you don’t say I am, isn’t there still a knowing that you are present there? This naked knowing is the true knowing which expresses through the mind as the primary though or concept “I am”. This thought or concept is not the Reality, yet it is the closest we can come to it with a thought or word. Only God can say I am, a human being can’t do anything at all without THAT – I am THAT I am. So you must realise that you are THAT (GOD) and not what you are presently taking yourself to be as the limited body-mind entity. The body can’t do a single thing, even lift a finger, and the mind could not think even a single thought if that animating life essence, awareness or consciousness was not present there. You can use any other word or label you like for this ‘knowingness’ that is ever-present, and which you have been ignoring or taking for granted all of your life so far.
The body is only a corpse or an empty shell without the light of awareness that is effortlessly and spontaneously animating it and living it. When the life force, the light of conscious awareness leaves the body through natural causes or otherwise, the body still has all the usual organs – eyes, heart, brain, etc, but they are useless without the consciousness. The physical eyes, ears, and nose etc can’t see, hear, or smell anything whatsoever, they are simply the instruments through which the seeing, hearing, and smelling take place. This is an extremely significant fact if realised first hand and taken on board.
Normally one thinks or feels that one is doing one’s actions, thinking one’s thoughts etc, however that is not the case at all, as it is the impersonal awareness-consciousness that is allowing everything to happen or occur quite spontaneously. The livingness is doing everything in this timeless Omnipresence, and so you are being lived, and there is no one who lives a life independent of the livingness or awareness.
Therefore stop ignoring THIS aware no thing, this empty cognizance that is the very life of your life – the Soul of your soul – the very livingness itself. It is nearer to you than your own hands and feet, nearer to you than your breathing, therefore why do you say that you don’t know it? Start to acknowledge it, be warm towards this nothingness or aware no thing – your glassy essence – and it will suffuse your whole being, every cell in the body, and will give you all the answers you need; better answers that any guru in the world can give you, if you pause your chattering mind from time to time and fully acknowledge this mysterious no thing or essence.
This is a matter of life and death in a way, and is a matter of great urgency for anyone who is in earnest and who wants to be free of this endless anxiety, fear, and psychological suffering that they have been carrying around with them all their miserable lives, engendered by their parents, society, the nation, their teachers and friends. This sense of being a separate, independent, person or entity has been reinforced constantly by the parents and society. From the age of three years and onwards this sense of being a separate entity that has been engendered and reinforced over a long period of time – and that is, “me”, So and So; and I am then convinced against all and any evidence to the contrary, that this is what I am.
This so called ego or self-center, although being in itself utterly false, non existent, and without any independent nature of its own whatsoever when fully looked into; is nevertheless a necessary part of human development. A healthy ego sense is necessary for the practical functioning, mental health, and well being of a fully rounded human being. However that is certainly not the end of the story and if the so called human being reaches this full psychological maturity and there is then the feeling-knowing arising there, that there is something lacking or missing in their life or existence, as that ‘apparent’ limited human being; it is only then that the so called spiritual search, or the seeking God, Truth, or Reality begins in earnest so to speak.
Once this genuine seeking starts to take place in the individual it can’t be stopped until he or she has all their doubts destroyed or fully resolved, and they rest, effortlessly, abiding as THAT non dual Absolute, that they have, in actuality, never left or been separate or apart from for even an instant. If one is bitten by this bug of authentic spiritual search or seeking, one then has “Ones head in the Tiger’s Mouth”, as it is said in certain spiritual, religious circles, and it is known that – Once your head is really in the Tiger’s Mouth – and it is extremely fortunate if it is – the Tiger will never let you go, he will never release His grip on you and will certainly devour you completely, he will crush and kill you, and what will be left is only THAT Supreme Reality or what we may call the non dual Absolute, the un-manifest, the Noumenon – the Reality or THAT which truly is – THAT which does not change or alter – “Your Glassy Essence”, as William Shakespeare puts it in his timeless play – “Measure for Measure”.
Various other names or labels have been used in Buddhism like – Prajna, Rigpa, No Mind, and so on, to signify this mysterious “what is”, the real or actual. The title of a small booklet that I have written and had published recently, namely: “This ever-present unqualified immediacy”, points directly to this awake aware no thing – This boundless empty space of knowing right there where your body(head) is ‘supposed’ to be. If you drop all your concepts, thoughts and ideas for an instant and be utterly simple, you will notice, on present evidence without resorting to thoughts. memory, or the ongoing flow of thinking, that there is a limitless, empty, aware, space right there where your human head is supposed to be, and there is a torso or headless body that fades out into nothing around your neck line and upper shoulders.
Don’t jump to any conclusions or immediately rush off into your thinking mind of memory and say – What nonsense, of course I have a head on my shoulders! The fact is, that on present evidence, without going to thought or thinking – you have no head whatsoever there where the actual seeing is taking place from. If you are simple and child-like you will notice that the very first thing that you are seeing is actually space, with objects a little further out filling this space.
We never seem to notice this boundless, edgeless, single eye that we are looking out, this Space of knowing that we are looking or seeing out of. So mesmerised are we by the objects that are appearing in the space, that we totally ignore the space itself. Nothing could possible be there without this space-like awareness that you always and ever are. What do you have to do, and how far do you have to go to reach this space of knowing awareness? You don’t have to do anything or go anywhere to be aware, you are this space-like awareness. This you simply have to notice and acknowledge to yourself again and again, until you no longer have to remind yourself.
There is no need to try to be in the now as it has been put around, you can’t get out of this Omnipresent space of knowing-awareness as there is nothing outside or inside of this Space. Outside or inside, it is all SPACE only. Space doesn’t come or go anywhere, it is silent and still by its very nature.
There is always more silence present here and now than there is noise or sound. The silence is absolutely deafening and is the background so to speak, of all noise. Trying consciously to get to the silence through meditation, or through using various spiritual practices and techniques etc is laughable. It is the very trying that is keeping you away from this actuality. This ever-present silence sings, this emptiness is full. All sounds are seemingly coming out of and returning to this silence effortlessly and spontaneously.
When you see that you are nothing – This aware no thing, then that is wisdom, and when you see that you are everything, that is love – this colorless light of all-knowing intelligence; and between these two seeming poles your life is endlessly moving, without beginning or ending. There is no death in this Life or livingness and you are THAT, ever-lasting life. Never forget it! Simply ‘be’, as you are, in the natural state.
Self-realisation cannot be foretold.
Some get it spontaneously; others do not get
it even with much effort. When a particular
stage is reached, there comes about an
appropriate change, and the ground
is suitably prepared.
Then the mind, which wants to either acquire or
get rid of something, will disappear.
This knowledge is actually easy and open;
therefore there are not
many takers for it.
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is difficult and complicated.
What we point to here is not something new to be acquired, some new fan dangled idea, fad, trend or concept to add to your already vast accumulation of dead past experiences and memories; but rather to your ever-present natural state or condition. This ‘knowing’ that you are, this very beingness that is animating that pattern of skin and bones that you call ‘you’, is self-evident and cannot be negated. This all-knowing essence of awareness-consciousness that you already and always are, is not something that anyone can give you, teach you, or tell you about, simply because you are already THAT changeless essence or reality and nothing separate or apart from that consciousness that you are ignoring, overlooking, or taking for granted, so to speak.
This idea or concept that I am a person, this present identity as Mr or Mrs So and So, is something new to us, is it not? Even if this so called person that I am presently taking myself to be, has been there for sixty or eighty years or more, it is still relatively new in the sense that it was not there prior to that period. How and what were you, prior to the spontaneous formation of this body-mind vehicle, and how and what will you be when this vehicle finally breaks down and is cremated or returned to the elements? Also, how long were you in this mysterious void or empty space of nothingness before you miraculously popped up and appeared as that limited thing or person that you now appear to be?
Rather strange questions, a little peculiar perhaps? Unless you know the answer to them, you will never know the peace that passes all understanding; which includes the end of all fear and psychological suffering, and which is in itself utter freedom and effortless living. This is what is on offer here. It is always more efficient to live from the truth of your natural state, than to live from a lie, however consoling or fulfilling it may appear to be.
Have an affectionate awareness of being – this conscious presence that you are. Delve into it, look into and investigate this mysterious and miraculous ‘fact’ of your own being. This gift of the animating life force that has produced you and effortlessly grown you from the sperm and ovum of your parents to what you are today. How did this come about and why? Have a good look at it for yourself. You are the authority there at zero degrees from where you are looking. No one else can know what you are there at zero degrees from where you are seeing, for only you your Self are there.
If you drop all of your concepts and all the learned knowledge that you have acquired from the age of three years onwards, which is ultimately nothing but learned ignorance; then this mysterious presence awareness has a chance to come to the fore, so to speak and reveal itself to you. If you have the inclination or even the interest and necessary earnestness to want to solve this mystery, this koan, or riddle of authentic Identity, then initially it is necessary to pause the flow of the thinking process for just a brief moment or instant.
Take off the cap of your cleverness for just a moment if you will, this veneer of worldly sophistication that you have developed like a cataract over your single edgeless Eye, and bow deeply before the evidence. Notice this bottom line so to speak – this fathomless well at the world’s end. It is as though some transcendental moth has chewed away along your neck line from shoulder to shoulder; and then directly SEE, and notice the boundlessly aware empty SPACE right there where your human head was wrongly assumed to be. I don’t ‘believe’ this to be true, I SEE it, and so can you if you can be simple and childlike enough to LOOK right there where the actual seeing is taking place from, quite effortlessly and spontaneously.
There, nearer than breathing, nearer than hands and feet, is “your glassy essence” – your bright and charming Original Face – SPACE of naked knowing. Your original face that you had before your parents were born is THIS no face of naked, unadorned, uncontrived, space-like awareness or knowing.
If you pause a thought just briefly, you notice that the ever present ‘knowing’ that you are, this light of consciousness is unaffected by the thought process, and that no thought of itself has ever touched or affected this all-knowing light of consciousness in any way whatsoever. If this conviction is unshakable and you then see something as false, you will never truly be able to believe in it again. This seeing of the false as false, is not in time or space and is the true and authentic seeing of the Seer – The First Person, Present Tense, Singular – I am – “One without a second”, as it is expressed in Advaita – in Hinduism.
This seeing is not done by any person or entity and it goes on forever without any beginning or ending, as THIS is timeless and space less seeing into emptiness suffused with intelligence or knowing. Seeing into Nothingness, this awake, aware, no thing that you truly and ever ‘are’ is true seeing and eternal seeing, and this you must see for your Self. You can’t just take my word for it, as that would be too easy and it would be false. No one can see this for anyone else and for this you must be a light unto yourself. Investigate this light in oneself. Be what you are, and don’t pretend to be what you are not – a limited time-bound human being. Be a light unto yourself and go to no external refuge – no guru or authority outside yourself can tell you what you are. You yourself are the sole and only authority in this investigation.
From non-being(emptiness, noumenon, the unmanifest) to being – consciousness of ‘I am’; and then back to non being again. How and why does this happen? The answer is, that it doesn’t happen, it has never happened in the first place, and all this play in the consciousness is nothing but Maya, ignorance, illusion, and appearance only, without any substance or independent nature of its own whatsoever. Reality is THAT which does not change or alter in any way, and if it does, then what the ancients and the sages are telling us is all false and untrue; and I assure you that this is not the case at all and that what the ancients are saying is one hundred percent true and correct.
Reality cannot change, otherwise it would not be reality, pure and simple! I know, this is really shocking, and it is not what anyone who may be reading or hearing this wants to hear. There are no customers for this knowledge, for none of you want to be nothing or no thing, yet THAT is what you truly and ever are – THIS awake, aware, no thing, the very Base and reality that includes the entire multiplicity of the changing contents that are appearing in it, just like the reflecting surface of a spotless mirror. The reflections in the mirror – you, me, she, he, it, etc are nothing but the mirror surface itself( self-shining, infinite intelligence – this ever-changing, never-changing, ever-fresh, ever-new, activity of knowing, pure presence awareness).
Can’t you SEE that things(including that false image you have about yourself as Mr or Mrs So and So) perish? Separate things, so called persons or objects cannot exist on their own independent of this awareness which is no thing to the acquired time-bound mind, the “me” of memory.
For god’s sake, awareness is not an object, or a subject for that matter. So called subjects and objects are ‘appearing’ in SPACE – this space-like awareness or naked non conceptual knowing, and are in fact nothing but the space itself ‘appearing’ as other than itself. The contents of space are in fact nothing but SPACE – emptiness suffused with intelligence or ‘knowing’.
This is the very simplicity and actuality of non duality – not two! No duality in non duality. THAT being the ‘fact’ and actuality, then who are you who are taking yourself to be that limited human being, that pattern of skin and bones that appears in your mirror every morning and evening? What is directly there where you are on your side of the mirror? Isn’t there just empty space there where you are supposed to be? Not just an inert dead space or vacuum, but an awake,aware, boundless space or capacity. Isn’t THIS what you truly are, which includes your appearance over there in the mirror – all inclusive, nothing whatsoever exclusive or separate? See for yourself, don’t ‘believe’ anything anyone says to you or tells you! Doubt everything anyone says to you, and doubt what you are mentally saying to yourself as well. Negate! negate! Not this, not this; until you come to THAT which you cannot negate – this very ‘fact’ of your own being, presently, right here and now – I am. Realize, I am THAT! This nothingness at the very core of your being, is not just a seemingly dead nothing or no thing, it is Reality Itself, infinite potential, beginning and ending itself, self-shining, self-existing, thrilling, bliss full, your own true nature or natural state, your own pure intellect or naked intelligence not formed into anything, no shape, no form, no color is naturally void, silent, still, and bliss full.
This being in which there is no becoming whatsoever! Becoming is time and being is timeless. You cannot negate your being. If you tried to negate your being who would do it? You are, infinitely and eternally. This is the truth and actuality, the very knowing of which sets you free. It won’t make you free unless you re-cognize it and know it for yourself, first hand so to speak.
Can you see the logic of this argument and the implications of what is being pointed to? Can you refute this ‘fact’ of your own being that you are now being introduced to in this pointing out instruction? You are now meeting your Self at last, there is no other. All your dreams have come to nothing, have crumbled to dust – Zero – Alpha – Omega – wake fullness, awareness of dreaming is the true function.
Just realise that you are dreaming a dream you call the world and stop looking for ways out. The dream is not your problem. Your problem is that you like one part of the dream and not another. Love all or none of it, and stop complaining. When you have seen the dream as a dream, you have done all that needs to be done.
The real does not die, the unreal never lived.
Imagine a big building collapsing, some rooms are in ruins, some intact.
But can you speak of the space as ruined or intact?
It is only the structure that suffered and the people who happened to live in it. Nothing happened to the space itself.
Similarly, nothing happens to life when forms break down and
names are wiped out. The goldsmith melts down old jewellery
to make new. Once you know that death happens to the body
and not to you, you just watch your body falling off, like a
The real you is timeless and beyond birth and death.
The body will survive as long as it is needed. It is not important
that it should live long.
Where do we start with this investigation into what is our true nature? We start from this very clear and obvious ‘fact’ of your own being here and now – I am. Start there, and don’t move away from there into the mental concept of time. Hold fast to this ‘I am presence’, without adding any extraneous words or concepts. Every word you’ve ever spoken has been learned or acquired, after the age of two and a half years and onwards. There is no word or concept that is your natural state.
The young child prior to the age of two years does not have any words or concepts, as the language has not yet been learned or picked up from the parents and others at that stage. However the child is still functioning quite effortlessly and spontaneously without any words or concepts. What does this tell us? You don’t have to be a genius to realize that these learned responses – words and concepts, are not necessary or essential to this natural effortless functioning of the life-force essence.
This spontaneous natural knowing, I am, is the base and foundation of every apparent thing. Have you noticed that this ever-present activity of knowing, expressing through the mind as the thought or concept “I am”, is the only constant? Can you remember a time when this awareness was not present there with you, so to speak? As far back as you can remember wasn’t this ‘knowing’ that you are always present, and, might I add, from direct knowing realization here, actually Omnipresent, timeless, and unceasing?
The actual functioning memory of a so called sentient human being only begins from around the age of four to five years old. Before this period the memory of the child is absent. If one were to pose the question to any living human being – How were you, and what was your shape, condition and appearance, prior to conception in the womb of your mother? How were you, and what was your condition or identity one hundred or more years back?
A possible educated(read conditioned)response to this necessary question and enquiry might be – “That would be nothing but an idle speculation; or, I don’t know, or I don’t remember how I was six months prior to conception in the womb. Yet, even then, there is a ‘knowing’ that you don’t know your condition prior to conception. Do you see the very subtlety of this fact? You see, that is the very ignorance that is being pointed out here! You must know this, otherwise there will always be fear and psychological suffering there, if you don’t know who and what you truly and ever are.
If you don’t know, if you are not intimate with your deathless essence – This ever-present, unqualified immediacy – THIS very ‘fact’ of your own being here and now; which through inadvertence you are ignoring, then there will be the constant fear of death; the fear of ending, the fear of being nothing – THIS awake, aware, no thing that you truly and ever ‘are’. You see, “you”, the acquired and imagined entity “me”, Mr or Mrs So and So, don’t want to be nothing – pure consciousness. THIS ever-present emptiness suffused with naked non conceptual knowing; and so through ignorance or what we call Maya or illusion in Advaita; you are very actively and even consciously ignoring your natural state or glassy essence, and taking yourself to be something that you are not; and that is this impermanent, perishable body-mind vehicle or appearance. In other words you are taking the appearance – this universe of phenomena, to be the Real, all the while ignoring the Noumenon or the unmanifest non dual Absolute which is the actual Real and unchanging principle – the truly living conscious presence, the I am principle.
This is what needs to be seen by nobody. There is no entity there who has ever done anything at all. Nothing ever really happened, it only ‘appeared ‘ to. I am telling you from direct knowing here, that you are not what you are presently taking yourself to be. You are not a limited time-bound human being at all. You are not the body or the mind. If you are not the body or the mind, then what are you? Ask yourself this. If you are not the body and the acquired time-bound mind, then what are you? Are you conscious as you are reading or hearing this?
Well, if you are conscious, which you quite obviously are, then aren’t you the ever-present, impersonal consciousness that the body and mind are appearing in? You say ‘my hat’, ‘my coat’, ‘my body’, ‘my mind’ etc. Are you your hat, your coat, your body, or your mind? No, you can’t be, simply because you are conscious or aware of your hat, then you are not your hat, but rather the ever-present, formless, nameless consciousness that cognizes the hat, coat, etc. Has this ever occurred to you?
How did I get to the truth that I prevail everlastingly? By looking to see from where, and how and why this “I” thought arose. How did this happen, the appearance of this limited, body-mind existence? How did this happen or occur without my permission? I was told that my name is So and So, and that I was born at such and such a time, and that at some future time I am going to pass away.
I have fully investigated this and found it to be utterly false. If I haven’t been born, how am I going to die? I don’t remember being born, I have no actual recollection of it. The reason is, is that it never happened in the first place. Also I won’t know when I have taken my last breath either. Others will say, I am dead, but is that really so? Have I really been born, am I going to die? The answer is – no, I am not born, nor do I ever die. I prevail infinitely and eternally – I am THAT I am. I won’t know that I am dead, but I will still be there as this naked non conceptual knowing – I am, infinitely and eternally. This I am is Omnipresent, Omnipotent, and Omniscient and I am THAT! Don’t be afraid to say it. Say it out loud – I am THAT! and I can’t possibly be anything separate or apart from THAT, for there is only THAT! This is the very truth and actuality of non duality, and there is no duality in this, and there never has been and there never possibly could be. Birth and death are only concepts, they are not real or actual. Life and death are also only concepts, there is no one who ever lived or died, there is only THAT changeless, deathless, essence or consciousness, and you are THAT. THAT is what you truly and ever ‘are’, and you need to realize it for yourself, I can go on saying this forever, but it won’t do you a bit of good unless you SEE this for yourself. I am not the only one, there have been others down throughout the ages who have SEEN this and passed it on to so called others.
What was born was this concept, ‘I am’; and of course no one can grasp “I”, as it is only an utterly insubstantial thought or concept, so in order to give it some apparent substance one then adds to it all the events and experiences that occurred from early childhood onwards, and then says – this is what I am – this human being that you see before you, this body of flesh and bones is only and solely what I am, and not the all pervading, formless consciousness, without which nothing could be or appear.
You see the trick that has been played upon you? Do you see this utter fraud or Maya that has been perpetrated upon your true nature or natural state be the parents, friends, and society in general? Everything that appears in the consciousness is Maya or illusion. Nothing was created in the first place, nothing ever happened, and Reality is that which never changes. Your body is constantly changing, cells are dying in it and being replaced constantly. You have not got the same body now that you had a few days ago. Millions of cells have died in it and been replaced without your doing anything about it.
You are being lived effortlessly and spontaneously by this animating life essence, awareness, or intelligence. There is no entity there that has ever done anything of its own volition. This everlasting life essence, this non dual Absolute is what you truly and ever are. There is no death in this life or natural state. Life does not know death. Life is everlasting, a spontaneous movement and expression and therefore without duration or volume, an endless, timeless movement without beginning or ending.
This is the ever lasting LIFE that is referred to in the scriptures. Whosoever knoweth ME(this ordinary, everyday, awareness or consciousness) shall not perish, but shall have everlasting life. HERE it is right here and now – this ‘fact’ of your own being, which you cannot under any circumstances negate. You cannot say – I am not. If you did, who would be saying it? Realize that I am the way, the truth, and the LIFE. Don’t wait another minute longer, take this from my hands right now and realize, directly know; don’t think, because that is just bananas. Know for yourself the maha vakya or great word of Hinduism – I am THAT! Thou art THAT! All this is THAT! There is only THAT Supreme Reality or non dual Absolute, and you are THAT, full stop! Stay there and simply ‘be’ what you truly are, abide eternally as THAT.Read More »
What is being said and pointed to here is nothing new. Everything has already been said in regard to the truth and actuality of non duality. So called saints, sages, and seers all down throughout the ages have realized their true nature or natural state, wrote the scriptures about it, and passed it on to so called others right down to the present day.
The founders of all the major religions of the world have also realized this reality that shines of itself at the very core of all being. This being that is presently being pointed to is simply “being”, not being this or that particular object or thing, but pure being itself. There is no becoming in this heart essence of pure being. Becoming is in the realm of time, which has been added on or acquired with the necessary ‘invention’ of language as a means of communication.
Every word you have ever spoken has been learned or acquired, it is not your natural state or non dual essence. Words and concepts are only labels, they are not the ‘glassy essence’ of the so called thing or object that they are pointing or referring to. The word or label “awareness” is not the reality of awareness that is changeless and ever-present.
Have you noticed that this awareness that is being pointed to has never not been present? Can you remember a so called time when you were not aware? Of course not, because this naked non conceptual awareness or knowing is the only constant, it is unceasing and therefore timeless. It is obvious, if you can pause your constantly yapping mind – this ceaseless flow of mental chatter – this voice in your head that you are almost constantly fixating on through habit. If you pause your time-bound acquired mind of memory even for a brief instant, you can see or notice that this all-knowing awareness that you already are is not, repeat ‘is not’ any limited thing or object.
Awareness-consciousness or whatever label you would like to apply to this fact of your own being right here and now, is not a thing or object. This awareness that you truly and ever ‘are’ is no-thing at all, it is nothing to the mind and that is why it is being ignored or overlooked constantly.
No one wants to be nothing or no-thing, that this naked non conceptual knowing ever “is”. This aware emptiness or no-thing that every apparent thing or object is appearing on, is not a non existent dead void or vacuum; rather it is existence itself – I am, and cannot be negated. You cannot negate your being no matter how much you try. You cannot say – “I am not”, because awareness has to be there for you to be able to utter anything at all.
Awareness, non duality or Reality is no thing and everything, it is all-inclusive and nothing can be separate or apart from this space-like awareness. Can there be anything outside of space, this boundless space of awareness or cognizing-emptiness? I mean what would it be in? Is there anything outside of space, when space itself has no center or circumference? For anything to exist it would have to be in space wouldn’t it?
So can something come from nothing or emptiness? Obviously not! Something cannot come from nothing or no thing, so all the so called things and objects that are spontaneously appearing are also nothing or aware emptiness – ‘your glassy essence’!
Space is nothing at all – no thing, it doesn’t stand out, yet for anything to “appear” there has to be this sky-like space for it to appear in. The images that appear in the mirror are nothing but reflections on the reflecting surface itself, they have no independent nature of their own, and they can’t be separate or apart from the mirror, and are nothing but the mirror itself. There is no back to this mirror-like seeing-knowing, no sides or edgers, no top or bottom, it is infinite in height, depth, and width, there where the actual seeing is taking place. All the things and objects that appear are nothing but reflections in this mirror-like space of knowing, and are nothing but THAT non dual Absolute. That is why the phenomenal universe is referred to as Maya or illusion in Advaita in Hinduism, simply a reflection in this ever-present non dual knowing. There is no permanence in the reflections, they are constantly changing, they are content, and are nothing but the mirror itself. The contents of the seeing are always changing, but the seeing is not changing, it is always the same seeing. The contents of the mirror, the reflections are constantly changing, but the mirror is not contaminated, not affected by any of the reflections appearing in it. What does this tell you? See for yourself. Have a good LOOK at it for yourself.
Stop ignoring this Basic Space of Phenomena, This Treasury of the Basic Space of Phenomena, stop ignoring your “glassy essence” that Shakespeare referred to in his play “Measure for Measure”.
Since space and I are not different,
wherever I go,
that will be the place
where I am already present.
Wake up this very instant, this very first and only instant – timeless Omnipresence – all-knowing – now-ing! Wake fullness or awareing-knowing is bliss. Awareness of being is bliss. Distraction or unawareness is darkness, psychological suffering and ignorance. This psychological suffering doesn’t have to be there, that is all that this is about. Suffering and the ending of suffering. This ongoing psychological suffering does not have to be there. It is there because of an unexamined belief in an imagined separate entity. Suffering is because of relationship, and relationship is dualism. Relative to – this dead image, “me”, that I have constructed around the age of 3 years when the acquired words and language were taken on board by the little innocent child. Everything that happens after the age of 3 years is then referred back to this dead image “I” or “me” that has been acquired. What did we say from the very beginning? There is no duality in non duality or this natural state, nature does not have any fixed reference point whatsoever, it changes of itself naturally and spontaneously. Nature is not in conflict with itself – movement does not fight with stillness, silence does not fight with sound – it is all One without a second – all-inclusive. Where does this conflict that so called human beings are constantly involved in come from? Isn’t it imperative to find out for yourself?
The false cannot stand up to investigation. Everything in the manifestation can be reduced and broken down into the basic elements – earth, air, fire, water etc, then reduced further down to sub-atomic particles and finally into pure energy or space – emptiness suffused with awareness – THIS awake, aware no thing – space-like awareness or knowing. Try to take that back and see how far you get. No one, no saint, sage or seer has ever gone beyond nothing or no thing. If you have gone that far, which is no distance at all, then you have gone as far as any sage including Ramana Maharshi, Christ, or Buddha has ever gone. No one has ever gone beyond nothing, this no thing that you truly and ever are.
Quite obviously then, you are THAT non dual empty essence that is self-shining, ever-fresh presence awareness and not the imagined entity “me”, So and So that you had taken yourself to be, prior to this investigation. The very search itself has been the main problem or obstacle to clear seeing-being. You are already what you are seeking, and you have never been separate or apart from this naked non conceptual essence of all-knowing awareness. What you are seeking you already are, so start from the fact that you already are THAT non dual Absolute, and then just notice whatever rubbish that comes up in the mind that tells you you are not THAT, and simply scrape it away or discard it quite effortlessly and naturally.
Once you directly SEE something as false, you don’t need to destroy it or get rid of it. The seeing of the false as false is all that is necessary. When you see that the water appearing at the end of the road ahead on a hot day is a mirage, the mirage itself continues to appear but you “know” instantly and spontaneously that there is no water in it. It is unreal even though it still appears to be there.
The same is true of the world and everyone who appears in it. It still looks real, but you know that it is Maya or illusion. Nothing was ever created. Everything is unborn, unoriginated, including these words that are being written. Nothing ever happened. The world was never created in the first place, it is what we call Maya(illusion) in Advaita(non duality). Much ado about nothing! Was the water in the mirage at the end of the road ever really there? No, it is an optical illusion and was never actually created in the first place, exactly like the night time dream that disappears and is seen to be utterly without substance, and nothing but pure imagination on awakening.
It is the same with the so called phenomenal world. The world of phenomena that we ‘think’ we see everyday has never been created in the first place. Nothing ever happened, reality has never changed at any imagined time. Reality is THAT which does not change, and the very suchness and actuality of non duality that we are pointing to has no duality in it and never has had. Not seeing-knowing THIS directly, is what we mean by ignorance.
This unborn awareness-consciousness is self-existing, unoriginated and Omnipresent. No so called God created it, it is timeless and without any beginning or ending. This aware no thing is what you truly and ever are. I am THAT, and I am telling you whether you know it or not, that you are THAT, and you cannot possibly be anything else, any imagined thing that is apart from this no thing that is naked non conceptual awareness.
Once you have clearly seen something to be false, are you going to continue to believe in it? No you are not! Simply see the false as false and you have done everything that needs to be done. You no longer seek the truth or reality, you simply cease to cherish opinions and mental conceptual ideas in regard to this natural state. Everything is clear and obvious in the natural state, there is nothing hidden or obscure. Nothing need be added to or taken away from the given, from “what is”.
What is means unaltered, unmodified, uncorrected – as is – just THIS, nothing else. Leave it “as it is”, and stop trying to alter, modify, and correct what is. Stop trying to work things out in your mind, and realize that you will never find any answer in the mind, which has no independent nature of its own. What mind is there apart from awareness or consciousness? When you directly look for the mind, you can’t find any such thing there that you can call mind apart from the thinking process itself, which arises spontaneously from emptiness-awareness, which is no mind or no thing in essence.
Mind is time, and time is only a mental concept. There is no time in Omnipresence, Omnipotence, Omniscience. The result of all of your arguments is that you have tried to grasp this timeless All-presence with a concept, with a thought, which is utterly insubstantial, and which is nothing but a vibration or movement of energy in the unlimited energy of pure consciousness; and by trying to do this you fail, and you are bound to fail. How are you going to grasp this Omnipresent, all-knowing essence of awareness which has no qualities, no color, shape, or form, and which is empty of all content, substance, and independent nature of its own?
This no thing that is awareness is without beginning or ending, a cognizing-emptiness as the Buddha has pointed out. This aware emptiness is the Base, the foundation of everything. It is a plenum void, it is empty for filling, and it is all-inclusive. Emptiness is form, and form is emptiness. ‘My silence sings, my emptiness is full’. There is only THAT. Nirvana – Samsara all-inclusive.
This you can never grasp with a concept, so full stop, and where does that leave you? It leaves you here and now Omnipresent – I am THAT! THAT thou art! I am THAT by which I ‘know’ I am. Not just for a puny 90 years, but infinitely and eternally – I am. This is wisdom and authentic Self-knowledge. This unshakable conviction, I am THAT. Make it your very own, go all out for Self-realization, nothing less than this is inherently satisfactory. Unenlightened existence is inherently unsatisfactory.
There is no writers block, the writing is happening by itself spontaneously, there is no entity or person who is doing it. This is heart to heart, not head to head. Awareness talking to itself, how else can it be as non duality. No duality in non duality – only THAT! Let those who have ears hear. The ear can’t hear and the eye can’t see – the physical eye and ear are only the instruments through which the seeing and the hearing are taking place spontaneously. All functioning is taking place spontaneously and naturally. Seeing without eyes and hearing without ears – THIS is the true seeing and the true hearing. Only God or ‘I am’ has seeing, hearing. Realize and directly know, I am THAT!
This actuality of non duality which is always pointed to and discussed here, is as simple and easy to see as a gooseberry in the palm of your hand. This very ‘fact’ of your own being is self-evident and cannot be denied or negated. You absolutely ‘know’ that you are, you don’t need to believe that you are, simply because this self-evident fact of your own being is clear and obvious. Also, you don’t need to consult anyone else to ‘know’ that you are.
Non duality means ‘not two’, never two, no other now or ever, only THAT – One without a second, as it is pointed out in Advaita, in Hinduism, as well as in all the other major religions of the world. “I am the Lord thy God, there is no other, nothing other apart from Me as THAT one essential being. There is no becoming, no time in THAT. It is the same from everlasting to everlasting. In Judaism it is said – Hear O Israel, I am the Lord Thy God, there is none other. In Christianity it is said that God, Truth , or Reality is Omnipresent, Omnipotent, and Omniscient. All presence, all power, and all knowing. In the very first verse of the Koran it is stated – There is no God but God. If you are seeing multiplicity or otherness, then you are certainly in need of forgiveness, and you have moved away from what the ancients and the sages have said, and that is, that this being-awareness that you already ‘are’ is timeless and Omnipresent. There is no time in THIS at all, it never begins or ends, and the very ignorance of this ‘fact’ is what is being constantly pointed out here.
Come back to the place that you have never left. This very fact of your own being right here and now, this Omnipresence of awareness, this awareness of Presence – I am, infinitely and eternally. You don’t have to make any effort to ‘know’ that you are aware. Choice less, effortless awareness is the so called great enlightenment that you are seeking. You already are THAT non dual Absolute presently, right here and now, but nobody ever tells you this. Instead you are told by your parents, teachers, friends and society to look out there, in the appearance and try to mass, gain, and accumulate as much as possible so that you can become whole and complete again, never realizing, even for an instant, that you were never separate in the first place.
If non duality is the truth or actuality, as I am pointing out here constantly and effortlessly, then doesn’t that imply that you who are seemingly reading this, are also THAT non dual Absolute, since THAT, for the want of a better word, is all there ever is? Have a good LOOK at it for yourself, no one else can SEE this for you. So, this being the case, wouldn’t it be wise to start from the fact that you are already THAT – God, Truth, or Reality that you may have been endlessly seeking, and that the very search itself is the problem? Also, it has to be pointed out that whatever term or concept you would like to put on THAT ever-present Reality; and you can use any term you like, none of them will ever fit THIS that is being pointed to, because it is ineffable ans inexpressible and can’t be put into words or concepts, or limited in any way, shape or form. Words and concepts are only labels, and this awareness that you always and ever are is timeless, non conceptual awareness. The revelation of Dzogchen in Buddhism expressed as “The Great Perfection” is simply put in one sentence, and that is, ‘The Great Perfection is non conceptual awareness’, full stop! No more needing to be said. “The more you talk and think about it, the further astray you wander from the truth. Stop talking and thinking, and there will be nothing you will not be able to know.” Simply be, ‘as you are’ in the natural state.
If you already are that empty, non conceptual essence, this empty cognizance or cognizing-emptiness as the Buddha is saying, then what is it that you have do, or to search for or look for? Wouldn’t you be able to say quite fearlessly and with full and total conviction – Yes, I am THAT Supreme, formless and changeless Reality? This you must see and know for yourself – you are the authority here, only you can ever see and be this – no other in this SEEING – BEING – HEARING – TASTING and TOUCHING. This Seeing-Being that is being pointed to is all-inclusive and undivided. There is no conceptual seer, hearer or thinker, there is just this ceaseless activity of all-knowing awareness – Omnipotence or all-power. There is no room in this Omnipresence for a ‘you’ or a ‘me’ who has destiny or free will, or any sense of doer ship whatsoever. There is no separate entity anywhere who is doing anything. No entity there with any substance or independent nature of its own apart from this boundless, awake, aware no thing that you always and ever are.
Everything is happening spontaneously in the natural state, which reveals that in the very actuality of non duality, nothing ever happened at all. How can REALITY ever change if, the very definition of Reality is THAT which never changes – the Noumenon. Rather shocking when all your so called life you have been under the mistaken impression that you, as the imagined person or entity have been running the show. Your unexamined life as the separate person that you are presently taking yourself to be, is an imaginary life, and so it has been full of fear, anger, hatred, jealousy, delusion and suffering. Yes, unenlightened existence is inherently unsatisfactory, and it doesn’t have to be that way.
Being is not becoming, never becoming. Becoming is time, and this timeless presence or being is a spontaneous emanation, throb, or pulsation, ever-fresh, ever-new from moment to moment. As it is beginning it is also ending; and as it is seemingly ending it is beginning again, so there is no duration, no time, no actual beginning and ending in this spontaneity, this timeless essence of all-knowing awareness, which you can never grasp with any word or concept, and which you can never negate. Are you unaware right here and now? No, you are not unaware, so you must be aware, you must be THAT glassy essence or non dual Absolute. The THAT that I am pointing to is Omnipresent, Omnipotent, and Omniscient – all-Presence, all-Power, and all-Knowing, and I am pointing out from unshakable conviction and direct knowing here, that you ‘are’ THAT! Don’t take my word for it, don’t ‘believe’ a single word I say, but LOOK and SEE, investigate this ‘great matter’ of your true nature, the natural state, prior to conceptual thinking and ever-present, for yourself.
Nature, as it ‘appears’ and expresses in the phenomenal world can only appear and express itself dualistic ally in the pairs of opposites. You can’t have day without night, silence without sound, movement without stillness etc. However this nature, Nisarga, or natural state, as it is pointed out in Advaita Vedanta is always and ever non dual, One without a second, even though it ever appears and expresses itself dualistic ally.
This may sound like a paradox to the time-bound mind, but there is nothing paradoxical about it. There is no paradox in nature itself, because nature, unlike the ‘apparent’ human beings, is not in conflict with itself. Day does not fight with night, silence is not in conflict with sound, nor is movement in conflict with stillness. There is an unstated unity in nature, because nature in its wholeness does not have any preferences, fixed reference point, or ego; unlike the so called human beings who have taken on and developed this apparently fixed reference point, ‘I’, ‘me’, ‘ego’, ‘So and So’, from around about the age of 3 years and onwards. The taking on of this ‘I’ thought or “ego” is of course necessary and unavoidable for the sake of the smooth functioning of the society etc, however, as we are pointing out, it is not what you truly and ever are, simply because it is illusory, time -bound and impermanent, or what we call Maya or illusion in Advaita. There is no static point anywhere in nature, there is no cessation anywhere, but rather a ceaseless movement of intelligence-energy, a ceaseless activity of knowing.
This teaching also embraces Kashmir Shaivism, which is another non dual teaching of Hinduism embodied in a Sanskrit text called “The Shiva Sutras.” In this text this limitless intelligence or activity of knowing is expressed as Shiva-Shakti. Shiva, the male aspect is the static or unmoving, and Shakti, the female aspect is the dynamic. However, it is pointed out that Siva and Shakti are not two separate things, they are two aspects of the One aware no thing, or pure Consciousness. You can SEE that there is an intelligence in nature, which has nothing to do with the so called human intellect, simply because there is an extraordinary harmony and order in the flow of the seasons, the movement of the stars, and the orbit of the planets.
The natural state is an endless, spontaneous, harmonious, movement without any beginning or ending, and you are THAT limitless intelligence, and not what you are presently taking yourself to be as that static, apparently time-bound human being that appears in your mirror each morning. Beginning and ending are in the mind which is time, however what you truly are is timeless pure Mind or unborn awareness itself.
If the thought is paused for an instant, or where there is a natural gap or break in the flow of the thoughts; notice that there is still a naked knowing present there. That is unborn Mind or awareness, still present whether thinking is going on or not. THIS that is being pointed to is naked non conceptual knowing; not knowing this or that subject or object – just pure knowing without subject or object. And monks and so called practitioners of meditation spend years and years trying to go beyond the mind, yet it is as simple as that, as what has just been pointed out – simply pause a thought for an instant, there, immediately in that pause, you are beyond the mind, and yes, it is as simple as that. Try it out for yourself and SEE where that pause leaves you. Doesn’t it leave you right here and now present and aware as you have ever been throughout eternity? Eternity implies time, but this presence awareness that you ever are is timeless without any beginning or ending. Aren’t you already THAT? SEE for yourself, don’t ask me!
This knowledge I am, is Self-knowledge. This light of knowing or authentic knowledge (Jnana) is the Light that lights every man and woman, every appearance that appears in the world, and is the Base of every apparent thing. This light of knowledge shines of itself. It is self-existing, self-being, self-shining. This Light in oneself is the colourless light of emptiness, the clear light of the Void or Reality. Nirvana is the highest good, the highest happiness, the unmade, the un-become, in which there is no other, no duality whatsoever, and THIS is certainly the end of sorrow or suffering. Nirvana is when you, the entity, So and So, are not. Suffering only ever happened to a ‘me’, and in this unborn Buddha Mind there is no me, there never has been a me and there never will be a ‘me’, there is ever only an ‘appearance’ of a me.
This Knowledge or Light of Reality, this Light in oneself, is deliverance from sorrow and suffering. Just as in the great ocean there is but one taste, the taste of salt; even so in the Knowledge that I am freely pointing to here, there is only “one taste”, and that is the taste of deliverance from ignorance and psychological suffering. Nirvana is visible in this life – inviting, attractive, accessible to the wise disciple. This is not said lightly, as it is fully known here, so why not take delivery of it for yourself right here and now? Nirvana means extinction. Complete annihilation of the imaginary person or entity; or rather, should we say, the seeing through of the person or persona(mask). This empty cognizance or void is not a dead nothingness.
Beyond the restless flowing electricity of life is the ultimate reality – The Void. Your own awareness, not formed into anything possessing form or colour, is naturally void (empty). Beyond the light of life is the peaceful silence of the void. The quiet bliss beyond all transformations. The Buddha smile. The Void is not nothingness. The Void is beginning and end itself. Unobstructed; shining, thrilling, blissful. Diamond consciousness. The All-Good Buddha. Your own consciousness, not formed into anything, no thought, no vision, no color, is void. The intellect shining and blissful and silent – This is the state of perfect enlightenment. Your own consciousness, shining, void and inseparable from the great body or radiance has no birth nor death.
It is the immutable light, that the Tibetans call Buddha Amitabha, the awareness of the formless beginning. Knowing this is enough. Recognize – re-cognize the voidness of your own consciousness to be Buddha hood. Keep this recognition and you will maintain the state of the divine mind of the Buddha. This awake, aware, no thing is what you truly and ever are, and the contents that appear in it are also nothing but awareness. There is no separation anywhere at any time. There is only an appearance of separation.
In other words, as Zen insists, form is void and void is form, Nirvana is none other than Samsara, the Lotus of Enlightenment is one with the swamp of Delusion which is its habitat. When ever I exalt one of the pair at the expense of the other I’m in trouble, and my enemy Death has got hold of me – God is as null without his world as it is null without Him. But when I perceive – when I consciously live – their absolute unity I embrace Death as my friend. Even for God – specially for God – there is, as the saying goes, always something. The solemn and cheering fact is that He can’t spare a single thing. But that’s putting it too mildly.
Walt Whitman does better:
“Strange and hard that paradox true I give
Objects gross and the unseen soul are one”.
– SEE this for yourself. KNOW this for yourself.
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What we discuss and point to here is always the same subject; and that is non duality, this incontrovertible ‘fact’ of your own being right here and now, self-evident. Usually one simply takes it for granted that oh yes, I am, without investigating the nature of this I amness and how and why it has come about.
This consciousness of being an apparent separate, sentient human being is something new, in the sense that one hundred years or so back, it was not there; and this sense of being a person that is now present will, at some future time dissolve or disappear; at which point I won’t know that I am. This is what in common parlance we refer to as death. Death simply means that the confidence that I am So and So has disappeared. The physical body is then disposed of by burial or cremation.
What you have to ask yourself, if you are at all earnest or serious about this Great Matter of true and authentic identity(your true nature or natural state prior to the arising and setting of this consciousness) is – when the apparent body breaks down, is cremated etc and resolves itself back into the basic elements, am I dead? Was I born when the body was born? What is my true nature, and how was I prior to the so called conception in my mother’s womb? How was I six months prior to conception, and what was my original ‘face’ prior to the recent acquisition of this human face? How did I come to be, and how did this happen unknowingly without my permission?
This you ‘must’ know. This riddle or koan must be solved by you and you alone. This is not something anyone can give you, teach you, or tell you about, you must see-know this first hand directly for yourself, simply because relationship is dualism, “me” and the imagined ‘other ‘, and the real or actual is non dual, not two, only THAT, as it is pointed out in Advaita in Hinduism, as well as in all the other major religions of the world. I have solved this riddle and the light of knowledge has dawned here, and the same can be true for you if you SEE and ‘know’ for yourself what is being pointed to here.
This knowledge I am is not something anyone can give you, teach you, or tell you; it is every one’s birth right, so to speak. There is no one who is reading this who is not aware. Everyone ‘knows’ I am, even without having to say it. There is awareness present there even before it expresses through the mind as the thought or ‘concept’, I am So and So. This presence of awareness is the base that allows everything to happen, and without which nothing could happen at all. You could not move an inch, or even lift a finger, if that animating essence of non conceptual awareness were not present there. All the same, there is an ignoring or taking for granted of this ever-present life-force. Everyone is THAT non dual Absolute whether they know it or not. However each must see this for themselves in order for this truth to set you free. It has to be seen that this recently acquired entity “me” is false, and is a total fiction. What you are is the unceasing ‘knowing’ that is always and ever- present, ever-fresh, ever-new, not the “know er” or the “known”, which are only dead concepts.
This knowing is timeless and Omnipresent without any beginning or ending, whereas the acquired mind, “me” is time. This “me” that you are presently taking yourself to be, when thoroughly and directly looked into is seen to be a phantom and truly non-existent. In the light of this investigation, you don’t have to do anything to get rid of this ego or entity, as it is then seen to be false, and the false cannot stand up to investigation.
Only by the direct knowing-being of THIS ever-present immediacy, or what we call for the want of a better word THAT – the very actuality of non duality – I am THAT! That thou art! are you set free; otherwise not. Self-knowledge – knowledge of Self, is wisdom; all other knowledge is ignorance, Maya, or duality. Everything in the manifestation of the universe appears dualistic ally in the pairs of opposites, and you could not have a phenomenal universe or manifestation if it did not ‘appear’ in the opposites. You can’t have day without night, silence without sound, man without woman etc.
All this is so in the appearance but not in the actual. The Noumenon or the unmanifest is what we call the real or the actual, whereas the phenomenal universe is only what “appears” to be. Appearance is not reality as it is constantly changing, or as the Buddhists point out – there is impermanence in all appearance. Everything in the appearance, including that pattern of skin and bones you call ‘you’, is Maya or illusion as it is referred to in Advaita(non duality, not two) in Hinduism. Everything that appears also disappears, so there is no substance or independent nature in any of the appearances no matter how they may be appearing.
What is real and does not change is THIS knowledge I am. This activity of knowing( the very livingness that is ever occurring) is unceasing, it is the only constant. Notice that this naked knowing has been present there all along with you, so to speak. Even though the body-mind vehicle was all along changing from an infant, child, teenager, adult, old person etc; that knowing that is ever-present there has not changed or been affected in any way at all. It has not grown old or suffered any hurts, dramas, or traumas whatsoever. If this knowING is unceasing as is my contention, then it is without time, without any beginning or ending. THIS is self-knowing, self-existing, self-shining, infinite intelligence, which has nothing to do with your intellect which has been acquired or added after the age of 3 years.
The ING on the end of it – know-ing, implies that it is an activity that is taking place presently in this very immediacy. It is not I was (past) or I will be (future), but rather I am. ‘Am’ is part of the verb – to be. It is a verb – active, not a noun – a name, a label, a dead concept. You cannot negate your being, you cannot say – ‘I am not’! Even if you say, I am not, you, as this naked, non conceptual awareness have to be there first and foremost in order for you to be able to say or do anything, isn’t that so? Have a good look at it for yourself, don’t just agree or disagree. You will never get liberation in a million years without knowledge. When Self-knowledge dawns, you as the entity Mr or Mrs So and So are utterly annihilated. You, as you appear as So and So disappear, the imaginary entity “me”, So and So is out shined by the blinding light of the obvious.
This rediscovery of the obvious, the given, is the one essential. “Martha, Martha, thou art busy and troubled over many things, but Mary has found the one necessary and essential thing” – the Masters feet – the Nectar of the Lord’s Lotus feet – the Nectar of Immortality. The Master’s feet symbolizing understanding – understanding is all(Nisargadatta Maharaj) – I am THAT I am! Realize THAT, know THAT alone, and you will never again fear a foe, all your troubles will be at an end and will disappear like the night mist in the morning sunlight.
Know this light in oneself, this beginning less, endless activity of knowing and everything else will become clear to you. The only thing that you can be absolutely certain of ‘is’ this very ‘fact’ of your own being right here and now. See that there is no becoming whatsoever in being. Becoming is time, and this being is without time or origination. You cannot say with any certainty, this is where I began. You cannot locate any fixed point where you can say, this is where I began, and you cannot remember your so called birth. THIS has no origin, source, or location in time and space. THIS empty cognizance, THIS cognizing emptiness, THIS glassy essence, THIS awake, aware no thing, is what you truly and ever are. THIS aware emptiness is without any boundaries or limitations whatsoever, and is the very natural state that the Self-realized fully and effortlessly abide in.
This impersonal all-knowing presence-awareness holds infinite riches beyond your wildest dreams, and the place to look for THIS is in your own heart. By ‘heart’ we don’t mean the blood pumping organ on the left side of your chest, or the spiritual center on the right side of your chest, but rather the very core of your being. Usually this is the very last place that one cares to look, as the mind is generally outward going, or outward looking. Now and again the brave and fearless soul looks back, turns their attention around one hundred and eighty degrees, LOOKS and SEES what he or she is “looking out of”, and gains immortality.
It is rather a shock when enlightenment dawns and one directly realizes that all this time; and I should not be even using that word “time”, because time is only a mental concept, there is really no such thing. When this fact dawns there is the realization that all this so called time you have been in bondage to a phantom; the “me” that you had taken yourself to be is nothing but “the child of a barren woman”. Now a barren woman never had a child in the first place. As was pointed out previously, you can’t actually remember your birth? Perhaps that is because you were in actuality never born at all. What was born was this ‘concept’ I am So and So, engendered by the parents and society around the age of three years. That is what was born and that is what is going to die when the body disappears. However that concept can die or disappear right here and now if you see that it is false. A concept is not real, it is only a ‘construct’ – something made up for practical purposes and convenience. This has to be questioned, it has to be enquired into, if you are at all earnest or serious in regard to spiritual matters. Oh ignorant man, whose son are you?
Ask yourself this question and find out, no one else is going to do it for you. Perhaps you had very seriously underestimated yourself. After all, I am only human? Are you? Why have you put that limitation on yourself? Only you can answer this because only you are there in this space where the actual seeing is taking place from. There is no duality in this space of knowing – you alone exist there, non dual One without a second, as it is pointed out in Advaita.
Consider all that has been said so far, and directly SEE and go to where the pointers are pointing. THIS is not for talking, discussing, and pontificating about, but for actually doing-seeing-being THAT essence that you already are. To see HIM is to be HIM! I am THAT! and this is meant literally, totally, and fully, there is no second prize – not two! now or ever. If there is only THAT non dual Absolute; and I am telling you from direct knowing here that this is the actual case, does that leave any room then for a ‘you’ or a ‘me’ or anything else whatsoever that could be outside, separate and apart from THAT, when THAT is all there is?
The answer is, no it does not leave any scope for duality, otherness, or twoness. See this and know this for yourself. The person is not the real, never was and never will be. This means that you have never done a single thing as the person that you appear to be. You never have been that person that you are presently taking yourself to be, you never have been and you never will be a person. The mirror is not concerned with any of the reflections that are appearing in it. The reflections don’t have any substance or independent nature of their own, and are nothing but the reflecting surface of the mirror itself. You, as the reflection in this mirror-like knowledge or essence have never done a single thing of your own personal volition, you have never lived a separate personal life at all; you have been lived and functioned effortlessly by THIS mirror-like essence, this “glassy essence” that you truly and ever are.
If you think that you are going to die at some imagined future time, you only flatter yourself. You’re not going to die because in actuality you never lived as that person you are presently taking yourself to be. You are being lived and functioned quite effortlessly and spontaneously by this ever-present unborn awareness.
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This ordinary everyday awareness that we point to is the base that is referred to over and over again in this so called Advaita teaching. This non conceptual awareness that you always and ever ‘are’ is ineffable and inexpressible in words and concepts, yet you cannot negate it at any time or place, nor can you grasp it with any concept whatsoever. This is the very crux of the matter and needs to be understood and seen from the very core of your being. No one else can ever see this for you so to speak, each one has to see-know it for themselves.
The subject as ever is non duality – not two now or ever, just THIS nothing else. I am That – the I am principal – I am infinitely and eternally. This I am principal is timeless and ever-present and it is imperative that one ceases to ignore it, and instead acknowledges it in this immediacy by directly noticing this impersonal presence of awareness and having an affectionate awareness of being. Be warm towards this I amness without words or concepts. Love this I amness without words, this self-evident pure and simple ‘fact’ of your own being, for in it is the very fullness of everlasting life.
This colorless, formless essence of all knowing awareness holds infinite riches beyond your wildest dreams. This ‘glassy essence’ or transparency is what Shakespeare refers to in his great play “Measure to Measure”. For, ‘ignorant of what he is most assured – his glassy essence (his transparency – awareness-emptiness), like an angry ape plays such tricks before high heaven as would make the angels weep’.
Oh yes, if we ignore our “glassy essence”, our ever-present non conceptual awareness which is nothing (no thing) to the time-bound mind, the “me” of memory; then we are all very much in danger of acting like angry apes. Stop ignoring this “glassy essence” and realize directly that you yourself are THAT non dual Absolute. The cognizing or ‘knowing’ is ever-present, simply actualize, re-cognize the Maha Vakya or great word – Tat Tvam Asi – Thou art That! I am That! The ancients who realized this for themselves and proclaimed it in the writings and Scriptures that they left for posterity were not wrong. This is known for certain here, and the same can be true for you if you follow up this investigation and enquiry for yourself. You will find if you are truly and genuinely earnest in regard to this Great Matter; that the false( the person, the imagined separate entity “me”, Mr or Mrs So and So) can’t stand up to investigation.
The false can’t stand up to investigation and will fall away by itself if what is being said here is looked into. You won’t have to take any action to get rid of the false once it is ‘seen’ to be false. (There is) No duality in non duality. There is an appearance of duality as the phenomenal manifestation and there always will be; however appearance as it ‘appears’ to be is unreal, illusory, and constantly changing. This Maya or appearance world is real if it is seen as nothing but the non dual essence of awareness, but it is certainly unreal if it is seen as discrete or separate and apart from “what is” – non duality, or what we call for want of a better word – THAT, One without a second as it is pointed to in Advaita in Hinduism.
THIS Treasury of the Basic Space of Phenomena is where your treasure truly lies, and this Basic Space ‘is’ your treasure. This space of knowing, this glassy essence is the pearl of infinite value. This boundless Basic Space of Phenomena holds infinite riches beyond your wildest dreams; however, is this where we look for our treasure, or are we ignoring this awake, aware no thing and instead looking outward trying to find fulfillment and ultimate satisfaction in the changing objects, things, and sensations that are appearing in this Basic Space?
Fixating on the gross objects, sounds, sights and sensations while all the so called time ignoring the space that they are appearing in and on is the principal cause of psychological suffering. This psychological suffering which is basically mental and conceptual – nothing but mind stuff – does not need to be there. It is unnecessary and is caused by excessive, obsessive, and unexamined thinking and conceptualization. Constant and on going mental fixation.
Hence the glorious Dzogchen admonition – “Be utterly awake with the five senses wide open. Be utterly open with unfixating awareness.
This basic space – emptiness suffused with awareness (or what is called Rigpa in Dzogchen – the highest, best, and clearest expression of Buddhism) is not elemental space, it is much more subtle so to speak, and is the Base, the Real, the changeless essence – The Great Perfection – non conceptual awareness. This limitless capacity is infinite intelligence, the colorless light of Love – Sat-Chit-Ananda – Being, knowing, and loving to be – Existence, Consciousness, Bliss Absolute. This is your natural primordial state. Stop ignoring it and simply be as you are in the natural state. Give up seeking and becoming altogether. There is no becoming in being, and there is no duality in non duality or the natural state.
This is what Nisargadatta Maharaj refers to as the natural state – as in nature. Ordinary everyday awareness is the Supreme Reality. Know for certain – you are THAT! Don’t think, because thought is only an instrument of this awareness and is not independent of awareness. Without the base of awareness which is ever-present, you would not be able to have even a single thought. Realize that you will never find an answer to authentic identity in the mind, because the mind as we generally think of it is time – past, present and future so to speak, however this awareness that you truly and ever are is timeless, there is no time in it as it is Omnipresent without any beginning or ending. This you will never grasp or understand with your mind, so stop looking there even if just for the briefest pause or instant, and where does that leave you? It leaves you here and now present and aware as you have always and ever been.
This needs to be seen and re-cognized again and again until you conviction is unshakable. The bottom line is that right here and now you are present and aware and you know for certain that you are. That is the only thing that you are absolutely certain of, and that is this very fact of your own being – I am, prior to, and including any thoughts, words or concepts. ‘Am, are, is’, is part of the verb – to be. It is not “I was” or “I will be”, it is a present knowing. This ‘knowing’ that you are is not a concept, it is the reality or Base that we have been pointing to all along in this present discussion or expression. This knowing or Gnosis is ever present and can never be negated. Again notice that this ‘knowing’ is always present and that it has not changed or altered in any way. This ‘knowing’ has never grown old nor suffered any hurts, dramas, or traumas whatsoever; and THIS space-like awareness, this Basic Space of knowing is what you truly and ever are, and not what you ‘appear’ to be as that limited. perishable human being that appears in your mirror each morning.
That so called person who appears in your mirror is a perisher. He or she is bound to perish, but here in the basic space of knowing on your side of the mirror – where the actual seeing is taking place from, there is nothing to perish. This awake, aware, space, this aware no thing is imperishable, there is nothing(no thing) here that can perish. Realize this ‘fact’ for yourself.
Do I need to consult anyone else, anyone other, to ‘know’ that I am? Of course not! You cannot under any circumstances negate your own being. You cannot say – I am not, for in order to say that, you as, this awareness, have to be there first and foremost. This ever-present activity of knowing, this knowledge ‘I am’ is what you truly and ever are. Notice that this Jnana or knowing has never left you and has been present all the way through so to speak. Aren’t you knowing right now? Not knowing this or that thing, fact, or object but simply pure, naked, non conceptual knowing even before it expresses through the acquired, time-bound mind as the thought or concept – I am?
Isn’t there a knowing present there whether or not it expresses as the thought or concept, “I am”? Even if I don’t say or think ‘I am’ there is still awareness-knowing there, is that not so? In fact if it is earnestly and fully looked into it will be found that this so called ordinary everyday awareness or knowing is timeless and Omnipresent. This ordinary everyday awareness that you truly and ever are has no beginning or ending, no boundaries or limitations whatsoever, and there is nothing separate or apart from THAT. There in fact is only THAT or what we call non duality. I am That! and you are That! Don’t take my word for it but look into this great matter and SEE for yourself.
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To know everything else, everything other, without knowing yourself is rather futile. What would it profit a man if he gained the whole world-appearance and lost his soul, that is, lost sight of his true nature or what Nisargadatta Maharaj referred to as the natural state? Self-existing, Self-shining, Self-knowing awareness. There is no one who is reading this who is not aware or spontaneously knowing ‘I am’. However what the nature of this ordinary everyday awareness is, you do not know, and cannot know as an objective thing.
Loosing sight of this naked non conceptual awareness around the age of two and a half years when the “I” thought comes over us, engendered by the acquisition of words and language imposed upon us by the parents and society; one seemingly looses hold of one’s Self or non dual essence by taking hold of the body-mind appearance as one’s identity. A little simple looking, investigation, or discrimination on the part of the so called person would show the falseness of this body-mind identity or imagined entity.
It is a simple fact that the false cannot stand up to genuine authentic investigation. However in nearly all cases this body-mind identity, persona, mask or limited human face is never questioned and is taken to be what I truly am – that appearance and nothing else. Now to always live on the surface, and to live from a lie or untruth will in the long run cause immense psychological suffering, and ultimately if not seen through, end in self-destruction which is nothing less than suicide.
Therefore it is imperative for anyone who is at all serious or earnest to LOOK and SEE and directly discover who and what you truly and ever are. No one else however holy or saintly they may be can ever SEE or realize this for you. You alone are the authority there where you are at zero degrees from yourself, from where you are seeing. No one else can know you there at zero degrees because only you are there; the so called others are outside of this aware emptiness, this no thing that is at the very core or heart of your being, they are simply regional appearances of the awake no thing that you are at center. This aware emptiness at center is full of the entire display of changing appearances that are in it, and there is no division or separation whatsoever between the appearances and the empty essence that they are appearing in. Hence emptiness is form and form is emptiness, this is the all-inclusive nature of non duality or the natural state.
Ever-fresh, ever-new, presence awareness, just this, nothing else. Nothing other, not two, no duality now or ever, just an ‘appearance’ of duality. One non dual essence expressing and appearing as everything, and it is not even One as no words or concepts can ever capture or express it – non conceptual, ever-fresh presence awareness. Are you unaware right now? If not then you are aware. You are present and aware whether conceptualizing is occurring or not, isn’t that so? Realize this ‘fact’, re-cognize this fact, make it real in your own case and abide as THAT ever fresh non conceptual awareness – I am THAT! – this Maha Vakya or great word is describing your true nature or natural state. Your authentic original stateless state, your selfless Self – no God, no Guru, no Soul, no Atman, no Brahman, no Parabrahman – your Selfless self-shining essence or emptiness prior to the arising of any phenomena, concept, or idea.
You must directly SEE and know for yourself – what was my original face before my parents were born? What was my condition six months prior to conception in my mother’s womb? One hundred years back, or five hundred years back, how was I? This is not some kind of trick question. You must know this, and you must want to know this with a burning urgency, otherwise you should just forget about Advaita or non duality all together and just live your life without enquiring into this profound subject at all; which is simply what is happening anyway whether you are turned around to look at this or not. Please note that life is effortlessly and spontaneously living you as that appearance, and that you, as the imagined separate entity – Mr or Mrs So and So are not doing a single thing. You, as that separate entity, have never done, and will never do anything at all.
Without the presence of that animating life essence, the source and origin of which is THIS Omnipresent unborn naked awareness; you would not even be able to lift a finger. You as the apparent separate entity are not, and never have been the doer of your actions. Deeds are done, choices are made. but there is no doer or choice maker; everything happens spontaneously without the input of any imagined entity as such.
Bit of a blow to the old pride or ego isn’t it? Have a good look at it, don’t agree or disagree. Look and SEE for yourself. So called karma means cause and effect. We are discussing and pointing to the actuality and the simplicity of non duality here – fathomless peace and the total absence of any fear whatsoever. If the cause, the imagined separate entity is seen through and known to be false, then the effects must also be seen to be false. If the cause the “me” of memory and acquired knowledge is false, then the effects – my sadness, my sickness, my anxiety, my fear, my depression, my anger, my worry etc must also be false.
Karma is then seen to be the illusion that it is. In that case, who did psychological suffering ever happen to? It happened to “me”, and this fellow here is pointing out that there is no me. No one has ever lived or died and nothing has ever really happened because Reality or non duality is THAT which doesn’t change. Wouldn’t that be a big weight off your shoulders, and wouldn’t seeing this fact be utter freedom, effortless living and relaxation knowing that the heavy burden of guilt, remorse, fear and constant anxiety that you had seemingly been carrying all those so called years, was illusory and imagined and not the actual?
This has happened here and the same can be true for you if you have the courage and the earnestness to question all your beliefs, concepts, false images, illusions, and familiar certainties that you have acquired over a lifetime of conditioning and cultural indoctrination. Drop all your concepts and look and see as a new born child does, only then will you SEE as the sages and seers see – fresh and new – Ever fresh presence awareness just this nothing else – nothing added, contrived or acquired in the form of dead concepts and learned words and labels from the past, the first and only freedom – this timeless instant unfolding spontaneously and effortlessly as the natural state.
Freedom from the known, freedom from the dead past is freedom unlimited. The acquired word or sound ‘water’ will never quench your thirst, nor will the word ‘fire’ ever burn your mouth when you speak it. Reality or non duality – not two, can never be pinned down or limited to any fixed reference point, it is fluid, ever-flowing, ever fresh, ever new, light of boundless intelligence. This is the real and authentic knowledge, Jana, or wisdom – the undeniable unqualified knowledge “I am” infinitely and eternally. Ask yourself, am I deeply fundamentally at peace, fearless and without any anxiety whatsoever? If the honest answer is, no I am not, then you have the wrong kind of knowledge – you have only small or limited knowledge.
This reality that is being pointed to, this Nirvana or light of emptiness is not real in the way that objects or things are real. It is not by going that you can reach this unbecome, this unmade, this suchness, this unborn. We call this that is being pointed to THAT, for want of a better word, although no word can encompass it. Hence the Maha Vakya or great word of Hinduism – I am THAT! Thou art THAT! THAT being all there ever ‘is’. There is only THAT! This being so, aren’t you THAT also and not the limited, miserable human being that you are presently , quite mistakenly, taking yourself to be? Look and see for yourself, don’t just take my word for it.
The THAT that is being referred to is beyond language, beyond time and elemental space, in it there is no yesterday, no tomorrow, no today. Full stop right there! abide as THAT, don’t go back into your time-bound mind and seek an answer there where it can never be found. Don’t try to understand what is being said with your mind. Don’t take that trouble to acquire or renounce anything, to alter, modify or correct anything whatsoever. Simply “be” as you are in the natural state. There is no becoming in being. Becoming implies time and this awake. aware no thing that you ever are is timeless pure being – I am THAT I am! Know this for one hundred per cent certain and drop the endless search. It is the very search itself that is the problem. The search itself implies time – you know, at some future time I am going to become enlightened. There is no future time at all. There is no such thing as time. Time is only a mental concept. The acquired mind is time, and that mind can never be free of time because it is time – “me” So and So who is so many years old according to my birth certificate.
Realize for yourself that all this is false. The idea that I was born at such and such a time, and at some future time I am going to die. Is this really so, ask yourself – is this really true? Can you remember being born? If you are honest with yourself you will have to say – no, I don’t remember my birth! That being the case, then perhaps you were never born in the first place, and that you are actually existing all along without any beginning or ending – Existence Itself – Self-existing, Self-shining Being – Sat – I am, endless capacity, timeless without beginning or ending. This is the knowledge which is real and authentic, and this is the peace that passes understanding by the time-bound mind or shadow persona.
Turns everything upside down doesn’t it? You see, you’ve never really questioned any of this, you take for granted that you were born, but have never looked deeply into this mystery – who and what am I really? Did I only begin at birth, or was I existing all along infinitely and eternally? Perhaps you have severely underestimated yourself, and placed unnecessary limitations on yourself.
How did this happen – the appearance of this physical body that I am identified with and that I call myself? How did this happen without my permission? Was I responsible for the apparent creation of my own body-mind, or did it arise spontaneously like everything else in nature? Ask yourself these questions and find out for yourself. Everything arises spontaneously by itself, there is no creator of the world. The world was never created in the first place. Nothing ever happened. All this time, and I should not be even using that word; you have simply been duped by illusion or what we call in Advaita – Maya.
Every apparent thing is unborn, unoriginated, there is no duality in this unborn essence, no other now or ever. Certainly there is an appearance of an other. Everything in the manifestation ‘appears’ in the pairs of opposites. Everything appears dualistic ally, you cannot have a universe without it appearing in the pairs of opposites – day, night – hot, cold – male, female etc, however nature or Nisarga(Sanskrit notation) even as it displays itself in the natural world is not in conflict with itself. Day does not fight with night, winter does not fight with spring or summer, silence does not fight with sound, the incoming tide does not fight with the outgoing tide. Everything in nature resolves itself spontaneously. Even though it appears in myriad shapes, sizes, and forms it never changes its harmonious true nature or essence. It never tries to be other than what it is.
With us so called human beings however, there is constant and ongoing conflict and wars all because of this acquired self-center or ego. This reference point or persona “me”is always in conflict with other apparent separate entities, and must necessarily be so in order to maintain its own separate identity and to compete with other apparent entities for food, clothes, shelter, and limited resources. This self-centered activity is the principal cause of the ongoing wars that have occurred throughout recorded history.
Self interest rules in the world of phenomena, and this is inevitable and necessary up to a point. However if the apparent separate self or entity is not seen through and known to be false and non existent, a phantom in the final analysis, then it certainly becomes self-destructive. This entity or ego is a parasite that drains all your energy and finally kills you in the end if it remains unexamined. That is what a parasite does if its falseness is not seen through, and we are simply saying and pointing out that this psychological suffering does not have to be there. It is up to you and you alone.
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